Meeting you was a dreams
Liking you was a fairytales
Bump in to you is just turn my stomach with butterflies

Don’t you look Into my eyes and lie again
I’m sick of being alone

Your shaking face and words
Seems like something is up
A strange scent is all over your body
Seems like you’re possessed by something

Maybe you felt guilty at my guess
I caught you off guard and you’re so out of it
Your story keeps changing here and there, what’s wrong with you

Why, are you scared all of a sudden?
Let go of my hand, don’t lie to me

I was the only one who didn’t know about this something
I clearly feel it, must be something
Your obvious lies, it’s over

That rainbow inside the gray skies
The sadly crying piano

Don’t try to gain love so easily
Don’t regret
You deceived and made a girl cry
You’re only up till here
Was the love I gave a joke to you?
Were you sick of the love I gave you?
I don’t want to show you the tears I held back

**Are we over

When love cannot be held there who are willing to die
for the love of the world
When people blame the purpose of love
they left without saying a word
Someones uses a lot of money for love
love  not exist because of compulsion
Loves is gentle and caring and a quiet concern
loves is hidden from everyone heart
loves is where it's came from the bottom of your heart
There are gamble for love
fight for love
people today never satisfied
they want to have everything but without afford
they broke people heart then take away everything without saying
*Goodbye

During this era Actrocities
Have conquered the worlds
Before this we see clear blue ocean
But now everything fulls
of redness of blood

Human become incompatible
Before this the worlds was full
of peace now more hostiles

Because of money people become complacent and negtectful
Their give no thanks to Allah

Palestine
Never be free till now
All the zionis killled people
with mercilessly  

All the children cry
They crawl and their never gave up
Their got up and syahid
Subhanallah
To heaven their go masyaAllah

I've to hide the truth
I had to hide everything

The pain in me

I hide almost everything
It's hurt me
To crying almost every night

I knew the hardest part is
Letting go
But I have too
I know it was a scaries part

I got no strong to guide you
I've my own reason why I should give up on you

Please don't ask me to stay
Cause your 'Stay'
Only asked me to go away

I have to let go everything
From the first I met you
Till now
I have to let all memories go
It's okay to hurt myself now
Then I should waited for someone who never apprieciate me

I'm tired from say
I love you
But you not listening

Saying love
Tell that it can't be ends
There no ends

But when it's going to be in
A battlefields
There no love for you

Battlefield
It's a crash

I fell, and then I got up
And I got up I was sick,
I remain firm in my stand!

I was about to give up
But I remained to myself
steadfast

Keep being you from who you are
It's okay if people
hate you from who you are
Than be loved by who you're not

You're expecting too much on others.  You're not confident in yourself. You're wrong, if you keep trusting in people while you forget your god
Who always waited for you
Who always be there for you
When you need
But you can't sees him

When you can't see something
it doesn't mean that something
Doesn't exist

Like air
You can't see the air but you still can feel the air

Oh Dear,
Places your head on
my beating heart
Cause honey you are the reason why I'm still smile this way

Hope that you should understand

Oh Dear,
I still don't understand how love are
People fall'in love in mysterious way
Love for the first sight is it like
(Really Really Really)

EXIST?

My thought is

Is that
Love at the first sight seriously exist?
Don't you think love at the first is kinda like love from your
beautiness than your heart?
When their saw someone pretty
and things that breath taking
Not from who you are
where you from

Oh Dear,
Because of you I'm hurt
Because of your lovely arms
Because of your lovely touch
Because of your sweet-words

The conclusion is,
I am in love with you
With all you
*Yourself

Every arts has their own colour
Every sketch has their own pencils

Every arts has their own lines
Every lines has the end of the lines

But we makes lines
We don't make destiny
We create it

I stared in of the window
I still reminded of the past
I wondering am I move

I've to change!
the past hunts me like a jaws
I hate myself before

I whisper to myself
I've to change!
(but how?)

Who can help me to change
What can help me to change

I'm dies
I feel dying

This is not me
I need to be a good person
To place myself to heaven

Love me for me
Be with you was a fairytale's

Hey you

Maybe I should move on
I got you shut enough
Then
Let me talked

Let me be somebody to you

*A whispers

When you still remember
the memories
that you want it to lost
But it keep appear from your head

Sometimes it's hurt you very bad
but you still can fake a smile
You hate it when you saw the smile
You get mad when the dream
keep moving

Sometimes you let your tears down
No else knew about this
You keep seclude

The demon of yourself
It's keep control you

You know that you still hope for him
You keep tell yourself to hate him
But actually you can't

You tries to put yourself into a
empty heart
But actually it don't happen

Don't keep yourself surrender
You are not a love servant
You actually a good enough

When you gone
I can't tell how is enough
To through anything without you

When you gone
I see myself dying without you
It's slowly dies

When you gone
Skies is crying I'm watching
Catch the tears in my hands

Skies crying because of you
She's watching you make a sin
What have you done!

Through my window it open
You crawling to my knee

When you gone the pieceses
Inside my heart broken too

Love is not what i mean
Loving you is hardest things

Easy come, easy go
That just how you leave all
You broke my heart to a
pieceses of glass

...............

When I miss you
I'll watch the moon instead
the darkness of the skies

I'll watch the sun
The brightness of the sun
Which it will bright my soul's

Cause, other lovers owned the star
I can't catch the sun even the moon
Nor star, I am a human being
There a lot of lies people can't catch the universe

I miss you,
It does take my soul

Broken heart is what changes people
Broken heart does take our soul

You do something
that make you happy

But the same times it
does hurt people

You hurt people with your attitude
You hurt people with your words

Yes, I do dont react,
But it doesn't mean I didn't noticed

I am a human,
I can even force my laugh,
I can fakes a smiles,
I can play when it rough,

Find a 'FRIEND'
Whose like a mirror
Which means,
When you cry their cry for you,
When you were happy
their happy for you,
When you need them,
their will be for you,

'FRIEND' are for life
companions needed

Companions
A good friends who bring us to *Jannah

I need paper
More paper
I have to write

something

I have a place to shown
I need an Internet
But it to slow

I have a place to shown
But people is to ****
I dont describe you
But you thinks it was you

Feels to play with Words
but people is *weird

I have to face everythings by myself
You say lie, everything you say it wasn't true

I give you my trusted, I give you my honest. But you never be honest to me

You make me suffer, everytime i think of you. All your promise

Bestfriends doesn't mean anything
I don't need your 'Bestfriend'

Bestfriend for you is something you enjoying to have fun with but not someone that you can hurt

Life is about journey
How tough you can across the journey

People say you shouldn't have to cry or be sad for someone who doesn't care about you

I have to pretend like nothing happen (everytimes)
You never understand
how in pain I am

Everytime when i see you it's just make me sad. More sadness

I've A feeling to
I am a human being
Who has beating heart that can stop
When Allah SWT ask to stop

I tell myself that I should
be more matured
I tell myself that I can face the world even it more pain will came

You know I'm in pain
You do me like nothing
when I want an explaination
what I got is your egoistic

There nothing I could say's
You don't want to lose me
but you do me like I never exist
don't you see my existent

Never
Like you do
you do me like I don't see anything
I'm not blind
I can see, all mess you made
you make me suffer

Backstabber
Yes. you say
you will never hurt me

I don't ask for your help
I'm gonna forget you
FOREVER

don't come for me
I'm out
I hate you
I thought you are the one
that gonna make me fill like I'm special

Something small it dosen't mean nothing live there

Today I can't sleep
The clock shown at 5:38AM
I think of myself
I think of my past
I think of my future

Tik tok tik tok
(Sound of the clock)

It's scare me
I mean it's today!
The mysterious day

I think of the world
How people can be so
Narrow-minded
now day?

Worlds becoming old
Like an old lady that can't holdin'on
Too tight

Break away

Sometimes not everything we should express it to people
people thought that sometimes you give trust on people so that mean
we can speak out all the things that we keep secretly

No!*
You was wrong not Everything
we should speak out

(Express it out)
But, not for someone who doesn't know what does that mean

Open your eyes
The skies look at us
Everyone deserve a love in the world
We got our own destiny


*Heaven on earth

When love is no longer meaningful

only sorrow

the past abandoned love
first you promised sweetness
you promised to love

stories about the past
story about you and me
live only hearts and
memories of your eternal


sneak in and I see you
wear A black tuksedo
wearing it nicely

*in daydream I see us