Rain was my lover.
My friend in fire
And my sole consort
He held high his head on clouds
And water poured before me below him
In a constant cascading downward.
I was young, of only 4 and he my partner beside.
No one could view him
And they never knew him
But they tried to make him hide.
He withered away outwardly
But never left inside.
And i wonder what this being is.
He taught me of the great lie.
He told me  not to follow the walks
The books or the ******* to the other side.
I questioned my existance
By his persistence
And youngling I found something there .
A question that's been asking
And every where answering and time that's passing me by.

Wishing you the best in life , Fair tragedy
Fair loving stake , Fair breathing down your neck... Wishing you the most in life
The most in love, The most In your head.

Wishing you were closer than Arms distance away.
Wishing you were just inside me
Melted into my brain.
Why are you another being
I feel that we aren't so whole.
Two parts having been shredded
And now, These fleshen fleeces coverin my bones
And holding my mind with In it so lyingly.
I want your conscious to hold my conscious
I will be the subconscious
If that is what it takes
I will be the shrouded secretes
And you can be awake.
Just let me in

Sometimes I'm sick of waiting
for the retched evolution that's tiring this beaten body to the very brink of existance.
I'm not to selfish to try my might
But aging is tired and peace wants not fight.
How cold could my gaze be
How hard my heart. How longing I want for me to know what's my part.
BUT edging away from me is meaning and purpose
and I want to hold you.