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 Dec 2013 Hailey
Maman Screams
Two souls entangled
Indulging with something new
Both left breathless
Suffocating in truth
Lights escaping
Darkening this tunnel
Embarking new adventures
On the other side
Its true

We could have created lights
Brightening up
This heart that took flight
With fragile wings
I'll guide you through
Never to leave you
I swear its true

I spread my wings
It was angelic you said
Oh so beautiful
Before my fingers could interlock with you
You disintegrate before me
You doubted my wings
That have been carrying you  

I stood fix silenced
Not knowing what hit me
Holding on tightly to what's real
The memories I treasured
Oh so dearly
Even when all channels
Disconnecting energies of us two

Your sudden absence
Left me confused
In between space split in two
At my lowest and humble truth
My heart still stays with you
For I won't embark to the other side
This piece of adventure
Was only meant for me and you

If ever a day you seek me through
Your heart will bring you to my solitary
Intertwined...

©2013 Maman Screams
 Dec 2013 Hailey
tayler
?
 Dec 2013 Hailey
tayler
?
is it satisfaction?
is it ethereal?
is it worth it?
is it lasting?
is it filling?
is it love?
is it her?
is it?

how can i be sure?
how can i know?
how can i?

am i always dissatisfied?
am i alway despaired?
am i always fallen?
am i always?

we all have the same disease.
we all have the same death.
we all have the same holes.
we all have the same.

is love its provider?
is love its vaccine?
is love its?

time will tell,
just need a little faith.
 Dec 2013 Hailey
tayler
we are all plagued by the same
haunting disease.
every step on this wearied road
is just a step in our prison.
esoteric dreams of unchanging bliss
are humanity's liturgy.
the only steadfast thing in
this oxymoronic world is
dissatisfaction.
we are foundering in it,
wishing to drown already.
the romantics looked
to love,
now we look
to apathy;
but this prison
has no escape,
except death.
so we fell in
love
with the grim,
when fantasy
failed us.
now we sit here,
entranced with the mud but
dreaming of beaches.
meaningless,
meaningless,
meaningless.
we are the living dead.
 Dec 2013 Hailey
tayler
the steady rise and
fall of your breath like the moon's
interstellar path
haiku
My silent tears
my depressions
my implosive dreams

I'm leaving behind with you.

My love is all drained
to start anew!

My trust
my faith
relics of love

I'm leaving behind on your door.

My love is too dug out
to start any more!

love is too dug out
love is too drained
heart is too empty
to start once again!


My caring eyes
pairing hopes
lost sunrise

I'm leaving behind with you.

My love is all spent
to start anew!

*love is too spent
stuck in moments
sunk in lament
to start once again!
 Dec 2013 Hailey
tayler
hospitals
 Dec 2013 Hailey
tayler
honest hospitals
no need to be afraid you
are already dead
another haiku
 Dec 2013 Hailey
Astounding
Whose fault is it?
There must be someone to blame
Should I blame myself?
Or start taking names?
For some reason I'm incapable of lending out my heart
Am I more afraid of rejection or of someone tearing it apart?
But what if those aren't the reasons either
Maybe there's a guard up that I need to shed
All I know is I seem to like men for a maximum of few days after we've been in bed
But once that third day comes, I'm as cold as ice
I stop returning calls and trying to be nice

Part of me feels disappointed
I want my money back
I thought *** was supposed to come with true love intact
Two naked bodies colliding
The smell of pheromones
Ah, the temperature is rising
The collision of our bones
The brain is producing chemicals
Pleasure is induced
There's scratching and there's biting
"Hello inner caveman, I don't think we've been introduced."

Maybe I'm not patient enough
Emotions take too long
You've got to find the right words
Pick the right songs..
Maybe bodies get too familiar
Curiosity has got this cat
Yeah, I can be promiscuous
I'm not afraid to wear that hat
A mere infatuation is the closest I've been to having my heart melt
And even then, I wasn't truly sure what I felt
Maybe I'm cold blooded
I chew them up and spit them out
Either way
I'll still be living with doubt.
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