A suicidal girl falls in love,
She knows she is loved.  She does not find that blood lust from her scarred
wrists.  She feels a pulling in her gut, A feeling called happiness.
She believes she loves him, she believes he loves her. She has stopped
slitting her wrists, She is happy, She has a reason to live.
She has a reason to fight. To stay alive.
But what happens when that person

Leaves?

being a cause of love
loving
how wonderful you are

heartbreak calls out to love
is loves domain

and love as vast as the cosmos
comes down

a mother cradling a heartbroken child

until the child
learns is loved, come what may.

Tell me that you dreamt of losing me
I want to see the tears in your eyes
As you tell me how I walked away
Hearing your voice break as you whisper
Don't go
Ache as you tell me this other worldly fear
Realize that you're not sleeping
Open your eyes before I'm gone

counting backwards
or counting down

one day your spirit ship
will leave.

When the vices increase
Peace of heart decreases