When I recall about the special lock,
Your hands, curled around my waist,
When biting my nose, you used to mock,
" I'll eat your cute little nose someday in haste"

I die within..

This virtual world still carries weight,
an invisible pond where words echo,
events spiral and ripple,
and we see the masks before the dark.

Evil hides beneath these still waters,
even in the light,
reflected on us all,
but never who we are.

He had been my brother,
He had been my mother,
He had been my pa,
He had been my grandma, my Grandpa...

And people just think of him as an ex...

That's funny!

When you know that you are useless for that particular work,
They'll either turn you down directly, or simply walk away.

No body hears me,
Still I keep the words on...

I shall shut up now,
Shut up till the day,
They ask me to say something...

Something which I shall never say..

Just " Hi, okay, and bye"

Day by Day I sank
And today I shall drown..

They told me that I was their new queen,
They treated me like a slave till date,
And they appointment a new queen today...

Am ashamed of myself for having forgotten all my own dreams,
For working for the people,
For working for those who needed me...

I feel so heartbroken at the thing,
That the limelight ate me up...

In fact I guess, am crying out loud, just for the limelight..

I hate myself..
I deserve to die..
Suicide is suitable,
Let me give it a try..