A year and a half ago I was good a year and a half ago I was fine a year and a half ago I was in my prime a year and a half ago I was not thinking about dying but I guess everything change when a disease barge threw the door of your life and you start thinking will I live or die but I hiding the pain in my eyes as I look back at my life before all this I can just sit back and cry before the needle before the pain **** I guess after dialysis nothing will be the same

When you are born you are on your back till you gain strength  to walk on your own then after that you on your own till you need a shoulder  to cry on but are you looked at as a weak human  or a person  who has patches  in there life and tries to look as normal  as possible  am i really  going  to  let this disease  take over or will I just  get up and show it that I will die on my two feet and not in a hospital  bed ????