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Glayz Welch Jul 2014
He thought he knew me
I think he still does
He tries to call me
To "confess his love"
But all he needs
Is the "hugs"
All he wants
Is the drugs
He wants the girl
Twelve years of age
Stole her innocence
Because she says
"I want you
My life will be
The one you have
As long as
You want me"
But I was high
And you did that to me
I woke up next to you
Twelve years old
And you, seventeen
Next few weeks and
I'm pregnant
A few more
And I lose it
And with that I lose all my dreams
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
Nothing brought me down today
My life is still a drag
But with the people who see my way
It makes it not so bad
My dad says he wants me here
He loves me
What a joke
I've never seen the dad I had
The one the liquor broke
This is the dad my siblings know
It really hurts my heart
My step mom is just mom to them
But to me she's the evil step mother
They call me Cinderella
Lock me up
Make me a slave
Take me from my prince
Can't even look my way
I'm changing my life
Because if I do
Just like Cinderella
I can be someones princess too
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
I feel like a girl
Trapped inside this world
The towns I'm around
The people who surround me
Turn me upside down
I'm not where I am happy
Not where I need to be
Id love my new family
To be relatively close to me
Because without them
I wouldn't have found me
I wouldn't have found exactly where I want to be
They mean the entire world to me
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
me
Sometimes I think
Could it possibly be?
That I can be happy
Being just me
And then I look around
And realize
Nobody knows me for any of the three
Me, myself, and I
Is all I want to be
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
I will not go as far to say it’s suicide
But sometimes it may put it in my mind
My therapists
My psychiatrist
My home
My family
My mindset
My LIFE
Change should be a word
As meaningful as depression
Because to have a new therapist for every session
How are you supposed to feel?
When it seems everyone around you is just on a reel
You can pull them out at any point
But you need to think
About others feelings of joy
Lost another therapist today, she got fired
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
Inside my brain,
I constantly try,
To fight flooding waters,
To make sure I don’t die,
But on the outside it all seems fine,
But truth is, I just want to cry
My life is sometimes bad,
But my heart and mind isn’t weak
I will try and try,
To be sure I don’t sink,
Because without my lungs,
How am I ‘sposed to sing?
Trying to be over everything :) <3
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