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glassea Oct 2015
the worst fate is not
fighting the monster
or killing the monster
or being the monster.
no, the worst fate is
loving him.
328 · Oct 2015
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glassea Oct 2015
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sometimes i think i'd like to run
away from this misfortune,
this molasses life,
this maybe someday you'll win—

but other times
i think i'd like to drown here
and suffocate under these dead dreams—
325 · Jul 2015
note to self (no. 1)
glassea Jul 2015
leap from rooftops in your dreams.
pretend to be a hero there,
so when you wake,
the coward will retreat
and the leader rise.
324 · Jun 2015
stars on earth
glassea Jun 2015
we are strangers in this world,
far from our homes in the night.

everything we touch burns.
at our core is the impossible
and it fascinates the beings we meet.

dying stars feel only peace.
human bodies are powerless against them
but they feel joygrieflovedespairmore.

we are fallen constellations
yet this backdrop of terra nova
is more beautiful than the sky.
stars will never fall
but, if they did...
323 · Aug 2015
hatred
glassea Aug 2015
i always adjust the rearview mirror
so that i can't see myself in it.
it has not been a good day ?????
hence this
323 · Oct 2015
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glassea Oct 2015
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this is early morning anger
when the sun is too far down
to burn away my skin
?? ?????? ??? ?
318 · Oct 2015
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glassea Oct 2015
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the day is filled with ghosts.
the living rest at night,
when dead laughs are silenced
by shadows of the stars.
318 · Jun 2015
coup
glassea Jun 2015
sure, i can hold your crown.
just don't expect to get it back.
glassea Apr 2015
this is a love story told in metaphors,
because words can’t say how gravity
pulls on planets and suns and stars,
but they’ll be gone before they touch.

this is a love story told in metaphors.
giving voice to drowning in an ocean
of red will never be possible – despite
our myths of old, we’re only human.

this is a love story told in metaphors:
we are of fire and ice, forever apart;
of twilight, when night and day strain
for each other but always fall short;
of science, faith, and all in between;
of concepts of “peace” and “human”;
of two things that shall never coexist.

this is a love story told in metaphors
because i do not know why i am still
reaching for you when we’ll always be
stopped by something greater than us.

we are a love story told in metaphors.
outside of words, our souls will surely
explode.
315 · Jul 2015
the watchers
glassea Jul 2015
do not weep for the dead.
mourn the stars that cannot fall to earth.
glassea May 2015
people forget
that in order to rise
you had first to fall
313 · Mar 2015
centuries ago
glassea Mar 2015
they say history is written by the victors,
but the conquered are the ones romanticized.

i want to be remembered.
i want our love to sing through the ages
echoed louder than any battle, any war.

i want our enemies’ grandchildren
to liken themselves to our passion,
our desire, our madness.
i want to be the next scarlet letter
and i will waste away in moonlight
if someone remembers me for it.

if history is written by the victors
then i don’t want to win.
we're doomed lovers. that's okay.
312 · Jul 2015
the untold fairytale
glassea Jul 2015
one.* the worst thing about madness is that you know it until you embody it.

two. losing people is the hardest part, but it's also the simplest. isn't it easy to let go? never mind that grabbing hold once more is  nigh impossible, especially for people like you. (the people who wrest the night from the moon and spend hours laughing at the stars that dare to burn.)

three. graveyards are strange. who says the dead want to be remembered? you know they don't. when you die, just another body among many, you want to be forgotten, passed over, destroyed with the acid of time.

four. logic is a cage. you break down the bars with the sword from the stone and watch as they cower. they should.

five. it doesn't matter how much armor you wear when your eye is uncovered. you make sure that your own armor is up. words, wrapping your chest, your hands, and your eyes are the most dangerous part of you, because you can see what they won't. the dragon dies.

six. you laugh and drag him down with you, drowning the prince under the willow tree. he was foolish - to think you'd need saving, as if anything here could be more dangerous than a girl with blood on her hands and screams in her head and insanity in her bones. as if a dragon had any chance against you and everything you've seen, everything you've *done
.

seven. you hope they will forget you. memories can be let go - don't you know this all too well? there was never a before the madness, only an after.

eight. you die too. you don't hear them any more.
311 · Jul 2015
narrow
glassea Jul 2015
we are ready for the rule
but never for the fall
seriously everyone needs to read ishmael by daniel quinn
309 · Aug 2015
vox populi
glassea Aug 2015
DO NOT CRY TO YOURSELF.
CRY TO THE WORLD
SO THEY WILL HEAR
YOUR VOICE.
307 · Apr 2015
a ten word story (iii)
glassea Apr 2015
you were made
to suffocate
my light.

i let you.
now, it's too dark, but i don't regret it.
307 · Sep 2015
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glassea Sep 2015
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i miss you like
the sun to the earth

i think your light forgot me
somewhere past mercury

and that's okay -
if you get too close
i'll burn
306 · Jun 2015
a ten word story (xvi)
glassea Jun 2015
nobody said it was okay
to not fall in love
305 · May 2015
things the trees told me
glassea May 2015
trigger warning: themes of ****/noncon.






sunlight tilting through chlorophyll
unseen water smoothing stone
and i think that if i stand here long enough -

the tears on my cheeks might
flow into the river and go out to sea

the impartial sun might
burn away all the handprints
you left on my unwilling skin
305 · Oct 2015
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glassea Oct 2015
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the last time my grandmother said goodbye
is the only time she meant it.

no more "come visit again"s
or "see you soon"s.

just
goodbye.
(as if that were an adequate replacement.)
304 · May 2015
happily ever after
glassea May 2015
once upon a time*
and we all know how this story goes:
there's a princess in a tower
waiting for true love to find her.
don't lie: you wanted to be royalty
back before reality set in.
you outgrew it.

i never did.
i've always loved fairytales
but i never wanted to be the hero.
i'm no damsel in distress.
me? i wanted to be the dragon.

i wanted to plunder and pillage,
to put myself first,
to take instead of give.

i wanted to kidnap the princess
and feel the rush of power
that comes from leaving
a kingdom in fear.

i wanted to live for myself.
i wanted to not care when
someone told me to do better,
when people called me failure.

i wanted to burn people with my fire
like i wished i could with words.

i wanted to be legendary,
divine,
better
than
before.

i wanted to be the dragon
because the dragon always dies.
even in death, a dragon is feared.
301 · Jun 2015
invisible (tw: self-harm)
glassea Jun 2015
the skin that should be on my wrist
is under my fingernails
and the burn that was in my head
is now in my blood
sometimes............
299 · May 2015
superficial
glassea May 2015
i wear nothing but my words
somehow, they hide me from you
better than any mask
i've had before

maybe you are afraid
to look beneath
298 · Jun 2015
verdad / olvido
glassea Jun 2015
when i was young
i thought the monsters
came from the dark.

now i know better.
the true monsters
hide not under the bed
but behind human skin.

the true monsters
attack not with claws
but with words.
but who was the true monster: the monstrosity, or his creator?
293 · Sep 2015
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glassea Sep 2015
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of you, i ask two things:
that you do not cry for me.
that my name will not be unspoken.
293 · Jun 2015
a ten word story (xviii)
glassea Jun 2015
take me by the neck
hang me from the sky
glassea Jun 2015
i can't tell the difference between
my blood and my tears
because they are both red

days drag like centuries
while months pass like seconds
(inhale september, exhale july)

everything is bland, tasteless
save for the metallic tang
of the poison in my veins

sunrise and sunset look
exactly the same........................

(i don't care anymore)




i think i'm at the point where
i'd rather die than dream
291 · Jun 2015
insubstantial
glassea Jun 2015
i've spent 6 months
observing you with her.
i've come to this conclusion:
yeah, you talk nice,
painting pictures in the air,
but you are just that -
air.

you are just that -
insubstantial.
288 · Apr 2015
a ten word story (i)
glassea Apr 2015
apathy
has settled in my bones
and choked my lungs.
(can you hear me?) (i can't.)
286 · Jun 2015
a ten word story (xvi)
glassea Jun 2015
if you rule the earth
i'll just rule the sky
glassea May 2015
it always hits trees before the ground:
sunlight, rain, snowfall, moonlight.

last night i forgot myself;
told you that sun burns but doesn't warm,
rain wipes memories and leaves amnesia,
snow muffles what rain doesn't drown,
and moonlight does what the sun couldn't:
scorches skin to ashes.

last night i forgot myself;
told you how i was meant for the stars,
not the planet beneath.

last night i forgot myself
but you offered to be the trees
if i would be your earth.
we both belong among other galaxies, but you are far stronger than i.
282 · Apr 2015
falsehoods
glassea Apr 2015
you tell me
we'll be okay.

baby,
you convince no one
but yourself.
and i'll love you anyways
282 · Jun 2015
priorities
glassea Jun 2015
i hope we always remember this moment,
but what i hope we never forget
is this feeling
278 · Sep 2015
0:03 and suicidal
glassea Sep 2015
sometimes i lie awake
picturing how a gun would feel
pressed above my ear

and i think it would be cold
and sharp-edged
and empty

but in imagining i
never.
feel.
scared.
277 · May 2015
a ten word story (viii)
glassea May 2015
sometimes,
i'll try to recall
who i was
before you
it doesn't matter that i never succeed.
277 · Jul 2015
(but)
glassea Jul 2015
maybe one of these lifetimes
we can die happy
reincarnation just makes me sad mostly because i am trash
but also because of the idea of being and being and being again and each time breathing a little less, laughing a little less, loving a little less, until you are nothing but a husk and maybe everyone in the world is a reincarnation but murderers are the ones that have existed the longest
goodbye
274 · May 2015
perhapses
glassea May 2015
maybe i don't tell you how scared i am of hurting. maybe i want you to know anyways. maybe i keep quiet even though my mind screams wild like the summer sun. maybe i wish that someone knew me well enough to know when my mind burns, and that you never throw water on a grease fire unless you want me to explode.
maybe i just want you to look at me and not be ashamed
272 · Jun 2015
you're going to pay
glassea Jun 2015
WE ALL HAVE OUR DEAD, OUR GHOSTS, OUR REGRETS. BUT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO MADE CRUELTY FROM THE PAIN. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO TOOK THE PAST JUST TO STAB IT INTO MY THROAT. AND I THINK THAT IN THE NEXT LIFE, I MIGHT DO THIS TO YOU. MY REVENGE IS POWERFUL ENOUGH TO MAKE YOUR IMPOSSIBLE EXPLODE. SO WATCH OUT, DEAR. KEEP YOUR EYES LOCKED ON THE REARVIEW MIRROR AS I MASTER MY PAIN AND MAKE IT BARBED WIRE. LEAVE A KNIFE UNDER YOUR PILLOW WHEN YOU SLEEP. LOOK OVER YOUR SHOULDER. NEVER LET DOWN YOUR GUARD.

**YOU STILL WON'T SEE ME COMING.
you turned your inner ghosts into outward demons. no matter what it takes, i will do the same, if only to see the look on your face as i take my due from your lifeless form.

(this turned out more medea than expected)
(i like it)
glassea Jun 2015
please don't be like us -
petty, weak, selfish,
hypocritical and warlike and
far too vengeful to prevail.

see, we are insubstantial
in our ignorance.

see, we would rather
scorch the love from our bodies
than feel its unique agony.

o foolish mortals!
we are gods, not idols.

do not make yourselves
in our image.
it seems we never got this letter
dedicated to the victims of racism and bigotry
271 · Jun 2015
starstorms
glassea Jun 2015
welcome to the chaos of
my falsified being

truly, i lie elsewhere -
among grass blades
and glass leaves

truly, i lie elsewhere -
in a sea of solitude,
a tear-stained beach

here's where my glory lies:
in a desert oasis,
in a mountain's breath

no, no, that's not right -

here's where my glory lies:
i am not glorious.

here's where my secrets hide:
on the edges of my words
as they burst into starstorms

this destruction helps only i
i'm a chronic liar
270 · Oct 2015
small world
glassea Oct 2015
i cried so much that
my heart filled with tears.

my blood got evicted.
now zhe goes to the library
and sits next to hope.
270 · Jul 2015
volcano goddess
glassea Jul 2015
THIS ONE?

SHE WILL BLIND YOU WITH HER FIRE
BEFORE ABANDONING YOU TO THE DARK

SHE WILL SLIDE INTO THE SEA BELOW
BEFORE REACHING FOR THE SKY ABOVE

SHE WILL DESTROY AND SHE WILL CONQUER
TO HER, THEY ARE THE SAME
the deity in question is pele
if you were wondering
269 · Oct 2015
toxic
glassea Oct 2015
you were constant acid rain

and i was the statue
you never stopped falling on
269 · Jun 2015
girl = dragon
glassea Jun 2015
DRAGONS BREATHE FIRE

I BREATHE WORDS
AS GOOD AS FLAME

SEE,
YOU CANNOT FORGET
HOW MY SCORN BURNS
i love writing monsters
maybe it's because i feel like one
---
posting a bunch of backed-up drafts if you wondered
268 · Jul 2015
inconceivable
glassea Jul 2015
that the sky is finite -

that empires
should fall -

that despite our
dreams, lives
words
we, too,
cannot stay
we are nothing more than a gasp
260 · Oct 2015
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glassea Oct 2015
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YOU SHOULD HAVE LOVED ME ENOUGH
TO SEE THAT I DIDN'T LOVE YOU.
you should have known.

because i am selfish and ugly and poisonous and everything nobody wants to be.
259 · Sep 2015
memorial glass
glassea Sep 2015
see,
i died,
and she burned,
and you forgot the both of us.
haha who me i don't write poetry based on fictional works whaaat
258 · Jun 2015
an autobiography
glassea Jun 2015
i'm fragile, about to break,
on a one-way street to the end of the world -
but i'm great at hiding the cracks in my skin
with fool's gold and cheap paint
257 · May 2015
indecision
glassea May 2015
people compare depression to
not being able to get out of bed

for me it's always been more like
getting up and not knowing
what to do
next
255 · May 2015
ground zero
glassea May 2015
my body's an atomic wasteland
after the explosion that was you
my heart's just a geiger counter
counting the years since we blew
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