some days I think about paint colors & home decor
other days I think about traveling
& getting away
I can't seem to make my mind up
do I want "hushed violet"
or do I want
to escape

i'm happy just to lay in bed
because my glow-in-the-dark stars
above my head
make me happy
but I wish I was dead
would you be happy,
if it were you instead?
i'm happy just to lay in bed
because the thoughts & the voices
that consume my head
they make me happy
& I like to pretend
i'm not lonely
but I am in the end

monday i'm tired
tuesday i'm late
all the days of the week
start feeling the same
she's getting so bored now
can't stay entertained
she's just trying to find out
what she likes today

I give nothing to you
I have nothing to offer you
I will dig a hole
and bury you in it
walk away,
and try to forget it.

I rather be bored than stuck
I rather be sad than out of luck
maybe I've just lost my mind
I need to be with my kinda guy.

You always care after the flowers fade
You always forgive me anyway
I will turn Jerusalem Cherry
for you
I'm always cherry, baby