and I have this craving
for something I can't touch.

Cities and people and 3000 miles
and this cold ache in my muscles.

Did I forget to mention
that I need you?
You forgot to mention
that you need me too.

And I guess time wasn't on our side
assuming, of course,
that your side is mine.

I guess now isn't our time.
Maybe in two years
we'll figure something out.

And so what
if I'll throw myself at strangers
until I forget
that you're not mine.

And so what
I haven't stopped smoking
since we didn't say goodbye.
I'll stay high
until I forget
that I'm not yours.

And so what
I cried Thursday night.
I dried my face
and got myself home.
Maybe I'll cry a few more times
until I forget
that we were almost us.

And so what
my heart's a little cracked;
I'll forget.

I am a butterfly
caught in barbed wire.

You were the most beautiful thorn!
I had ever seen.
I knew exactly
what I was doing,
what I was getting into.
Because I was into you,
falling onto you.

And you're still beautiful
except for this red spot
where my body leaks onto you
Infecting you with me
and part of me is sorry
that I let you hurt me.

i could feel pain in my dream
i would woke up
with a shaky breath
sweating from head to feet
remembering the pain that i felt
in my dream

i would dream about being stabbed
and then i could feel it
the pain of thin metal sharp object
landed on my bodies

i would dream about falling from a top of a building
i could feel how my body smash on the floor
i would dream about being shot
i could feel the bullet penetrate through my nose

"it's just a dream" they said
but they don't understand
how the pain in my dream bring me
into the circle of madness
made me have this dark color
under my eyes
made me don't want to feel
the ray of sunlight

It could have been our summer
Now it's just a dead flower
All the hopes are locked into a tower
Come and save me as the clock is on it's last hours
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