stars burn out
leaves fall
flowers wilt
time fades
but You're not leaving
You won't fail me
You remain.

are You who You say You are?
do You know what You're doing?
because i don't know.
are You here?
are You listening?
because i don't know.
i don't know if i can endure this
i don't know if i can live in this season
i don't know if i can keep fighting
and You say You know
and You're telling me You're here
and that You are who You say You are
and that You know what You're doing
and i can hear You
i know your voice and what You're saying
but i don't know if i can believe You
but i know You
and You haven't failed me
You haven't let me down
You haven't forgotten me
and even if it feels like You're not here
i will trust You because
i know who You are
and that is enough.

one day i will see the gleam
that once filled your eyes
make them their home again
one day i will see you smile again
one day i will see you fly and be brave
one day i will see you open your heart
one day i will see you sparkle
and one day i'll see you choose life
and chase your dreams
and take a chance
and run through fields of wildflowers
and dance to the sound of rainfall
and i will see you believe
and i will see you hope
and i will see you love
and i will see you be
all you were meant to be.

i will jump into your arms
i will run into your love
and i will listen to your voice
and i will take your hand
and i will believe your promises
and i will run through fields of sunflowers,
i will run through fields of gold,
i will kiss the clouds
and i will chase my dreams
and i will live out love

there was lightning
and thunder
and my windows rattled
and there was so much noise
and the rain was falling outside
but also in my soul
and in the midst of it all
i heard You say,
"don't forget I chose you.
don't forget you're mine.
don't forget you're not in darkness anymore,
but in wonderful light.
don't forget I love you
and that I see you and that I hear you
baby, don't forget you're mine."

you look in the mirror
and i know you don't see it,
but it's there.
it lives in you.
it made your heart its home.
it shines in you when you can't sleep
until your heart is on paper.
it is as real as your heartbeat.
it's woven in your words.
it rings in your voice when you sing.
i see it in your eyes when you smile.
and i will say it until you believe it.
you, darling, are brave.

Empty craving
In my chest
Looking away
No eye contact
Love everything
About this place
But in my hands
There's empty space
Lonely,
I'm just lonely
Seeing everyone
Who has a someone

I know your heart
I know your hands
I know your outline
I've seen it in the sunrise
I wake up with your voice in my ears
I know I haven't met you yet
Because in my dreams
I can't see your face

I'm waiting
Oh, darling, I'm waiting