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I had nothing
I couldnt make it for myself
When everyone else had meaning
I just was

Plenty bestowed upon those i saw
What little i had
I had no more
And what joy they found
Blessings in what they got
I was declared ungratefull
For what i wanted
I could have not

They too had choices
They made some
And it worked
I was choiceless
And in that
I was forced to decide
And condemned by my work

They praid
Or didnt do
They received
And they made it through
They are beloved all so true
I praid
But it fell through

Someday
Every knee shall bow
Someday
Judged all will be
Their deeds
And what they achieved
So too will also me
And they will be praised
Mercy they will receive
Someday
I will see
All i tried
Will be judged worthless
And empty

For only the Will of God
They find
Their efforts to prevail
How much they have
Is how much from God they got
I will loose
What i had
Though Life owes me little to not

........Whomever has much
Much will be added on
Those whom have nothing
More will be taken from.........

And i simply wonder
Why not..
Will you be there?
When my journey begins
When the first step i take
May lead to joy or heartache
And as i make my way
Will you hear these words i say
Will you wait for me?
Will you stay?
When all else me forsake
Will i find that you care
Will you be there?
Anywhere the distance may lead
And hope is all i will keep
Will you be at the end
This i pray in my heart
And keep forever in my soul
Will you promise to never ever go?
Today only turns into tomorrow
And with myself i let go of my sorrow
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Cold the night
Oh Winter Eve
The moon beam
In my room
Tucked tight beneath
Sleep to beckon soon
And silent is the night
The day but gone again
Wrapped in warmth
Another Winter eve
And i am lost in dreams
I think about my life
The lessons to learn
Days gone by
My happiness earned
Mistakes born from trials
Choices ive made
The more i receive
The more that i take

Without reason
I feel nothing at all
Without reason
The harder the fall
Without reason
I keep searching for more
Without reason
A new day before

Turning my eyes up above
Hearing that you will
Give me love
Waiting all night
A silence to bare
Guided by light
But i dont care
Im left going nowhere

Without reason
I feel nothing at all
Without reason
The harder the fall
Without reason
I keep searching for more
Without reason
A new day before

Without reason
Deep within an Endless Day
Time keeps each prayer said
Memories never fade

High above the Heavens end
Angels voices blessings send
Prayers never die

Within the realM of mystery
Where answers never come
Oh how i wish to touch the moon
Or walk upon the Sun

Legends told are born
They live and never die
Oh how i wish to be one
For all the tears ive cried

But I am just
Just plain
No special talent-
No gift to obtain
For where the Heart
Will lead the mind
The soul must surely go
And there your Life
Ends upon
Wisdom-seldom known

Oh how i wish to touch your heart
And leave a little prayer
That No one is all alone

Deep beneath the Earths core
Hides each sorrow-every sore
Yet we were ment to fly
Our gift-to Live and Die
Words
Born within the heart
Sometimes flow from my eyes
Stained with tears,set apart
Often times
Unwritten,unspoke
Birth within my Soul
Torn apart and broke
Words
With its meaning only
understood by God

Somehow they are set free
Often times received not
But they long to find release
From the turmoil
In my heart
Words only known
To the broken and the lost
To the one whom is lonely
Only they know its meaning
Words of longing

Save them securely
Let them be written in stone
Spare a thought
As to only
Led them guide you
back home
For they are formed divinely
A thought once from an Angel
Transcend from above
Received upon with love
And sweet on the lips
Bringing hope and belonging
To a world filled with sorrow
To the one that is lonely
Words
That are placed there by God
Himself only...
God never created you for heartache-alThough He is the One who will heal your pain...He never created you to be lonely-yet He is the One who reaches out to you when ur alone...He never Created you to fall-but He is the One who will lift you up ,to soar on Wings of Love...But He created you for one reason:Because He loved you so much that He died for You,so You will someday Be with Him....Forever!
How i wish
To simply be
Carried away on an Autumn
Breeze
Cradled by the turning leafs
Hence forth to a Winters eve

How i long
To sleep
To dream
How my life couldve been
Yet how different it turned
To be
How i dream
The Life that could not seem
For me

How i wish
How i long

These are
the
words in me

Yesterday i felt the rain
Today i feel the sun
Hope i had that now is gone
All thats left are
Words in me
And days of faith now done

Its the vision that carries
Upon it
The new day
But what is left to say?
These words im left to pray
Just as before

These are the words in me...
Cant find no more

Words In Me

Silence seems to comfort
Memories control
Nights are but for wake
Days to only slumber
As but i look towards
Tomorrow
What i am
Kept by yesterday
And all thats left
Comes flowing from my heart

Once i had been whole
Now all i have is
A broken Soul
Time hasnt mended
Tears that stained my eyes
Why must i realise?
These words in me

Looking to find
Find what im looking for
So close my eyes
Keep still my Soul
This time i might know

Just as long ago

Words
In
Me
***
No one ever told u about the Sorrow
No one can promise Tomorrow
No one sees the Bigger Plan
No one but God can understand

There will be Times of Joy
Life seems to work that way
There will Be days of Light
If only foR a day

Remember You are always safe
With Angels by your Side
In God remains all Your time
He feels each tear You cry-

So
If you feel all alone
And ur Heart can't journey on
Sorrow isn't written in stone
Someday you"ll make it Home

Always Keep Hope with You
In Every Blessed DaY!
Always know Love is true
And Forever here to Stay-
In the World in my mind
I  spend many a while,
In the sanctity i constructed-
In the World where I find
Every cloud hides a smile,
And true hope is conducted:
Into my Heart
Engraved in my Soul,
Never again  be Dark-

And finally find I am whole.

In the World in my Mind
Theres no sorrow nor Tears,
Hope keeps me free as a child-
A place  where i find
Light chase "way my fears,
And Eternal Peace abide:
Where Dreams become true
Each wish  that I hold,
Happiness born renew-

And finally find I am whole.

But The Most of it all
That keeps me enthralled,
Is the Reason why I Live.
In My Magical World,
Thats more precious than gold
Than anything you can give,

I never recall
That im alone after all
Broken with no worth-

But here Im enough
And im better there off,
Never again will i cry.

For in the End i will find
This World wont deNy,
Nor leave me without Hope-
Yes here Im just fine
Guess I knew that sometime,
In the World in my Mind,

Finally Im Whole
Finally home:

In the World I made in my Mind
                  ------X------
God BleSs You!!
And if i never wrote again
Would it really matter?
Words i long to write
Darkened by the Light
Would anyone Care?

And if I never speak again
Would my presence go unknown?
Words I long to say
Like Night turns into day
Would anyone care?

And if I  closed my Heart off
Would I still be alone?
Love I need to share
When no one else is there
Would it really matter?

Dreams that never die
In words that I write
In words that I speak
In Love that I seek

Would it really matter?

Would it really matter
She yearned to fly
Chained down to the eartH
Her hear gets barely by
Confronted by her worth
Inside she Seeks to die
Escape the too familiar LIe
Yet freedom keeps its distance
Death eludes her sigh
And Mournfully her own resistance
To even only try..
She rEtains an eerie stance
TOo  solid tO fly
In darkness where she abides
Its from the light she desperatElY hide
Closed off from spring and summer sun
Winters grip HAs finally run
Her Soul tO ebb like the tide
Past mEmories left to die
This state they cAll being aLive..
And on the horizon a mere vision
Of whom she once had envision:
HERSELF-yet she had died!!
Her mind the field of battle
NoIses in her ears rattLe
A voice of TimelESs DeSpair
Have left feaR in HEr wherE
She  once Owned hOpe
Now iT LefT to roam
LEaving her alone To cope
WitH what she USed TO Own
Dreams ALas she "ll never know..
If


You


Per chance
Happened Her BY
Look only into her eyeS

And If she runs AnD try to fLy
Remember this


""DEprESsIoN isn't a State of mind
ItS a treatable ailment""

.....
Depression is treatable...
And when the sun rise
It brings a new peace
Beckoning the new day
Understanding on the morning breeze

And when the first light
Welcomes back memories
Safely kept within your soul
Of Past Days made from gold
You see:
Yesterdays can never leave.....

A new road lies await
With moments good and bad
Walk the journey
Under Angels watchfull gaze
And You will find:
Yesterdays can never fade.....

And seek out the rays
Find the ever waiting place
Where your heart
Will find:
Yesterdays can live on.....

Open your mind
Allow the passing of time
Days come
And you will know
Yesterdays can never go....

And in all you will have
With tears you've cried
All but just sigh
For
Yesterdays can never die.
---⏳---
"Die lewe loop sy draaie
Elkeen op sy eie kron̈kel paaie

"Only He" knows where the road can lead....
Sometimes it just takes a tiny bit of "............"
YOU
YOU
Brokenhearted and  despair"d
I'm Listening if someone out there cares
Bruised by what I do
Feeling lost and feeling blue
The lies have kept me from the truth

And so

I look to YOU
I look for YOU
And when words have come and gone
In YOU I can be strong
I look to YOU
And only YOU
And my past is stained with sin
In YOU I live anew
I look in YOU

Wandering through life alone
Feeling far away from home
This emptiness I can't explain
Is bringing me only pain
And yet I'm so  afraid
These choices that I have made
Has stolen all of my hope away

And so

I look to YOU
I look for YOU
When the sun will shine again
I long to meet YOU in the end
I look to YOU
I look to YOU
And when time has passed me by
And I have come to die
Never keep me from Your light
I look to YOU
I wait for YOU

And with my mouth I now repent
YOU always knew it in the end
And with my strength I now surrend"

I look to YOU
To the One and only YOU:thank u Heavenly Father!
Nobody can know why
The origin of
all the tears ive had to cry-
Who would understand
The cross road that is at hand?
When you begin to see
The truth thats within your reach
brings only heartache
and more unknown fears.

No one could simply comprehend
The reason that now cannot mend
Why ive lived up until now
The way it never shouldve been
And hid what ive come to always
known deep inside.

And when there is no sollution
to the answers that i found
Will i ever find the strength
To just be onward bound?
Walking to a promise now at hand
That somehow it will all
just simply work out-

Sometimes you have to change
And put yourself first.
Sometimes you will find you live
And sometimes you end up
Dying inside
little by little each day-
And Sometimes thats just the price
you end up you have to pay.

No body ever said
All's well as end well-
But now you know
"you just survive"-
and
nobody
ever truely
understands why.
I've been up
And been down
I've travelled the whole wide world
I've been lost
And been found
Searchin for love all around
Yet nowhere I have tread-
Found loneliness instead,
YOu were in the last place that I checked

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains iT will bind-
You Remain one of a kind

Home they say is where your heart waits
A house is merely just a place
But Written all across your open face
I long to hold you in an eternal embrace

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains it will bind-
You Remain one of a kind

And here I have found I belong
Its you that makes me feel I'm strong
Strong enough to trY and tO carry on
You are the melody in my song

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains it wiLL bind-
You Remain one of a kind

YeS love isn't easy to find
Poetry to the Mind
JuSt as a lock to chains it will bind


You Remain one of a kind

You Remain one of a kind
Almost a country song-i tried!ha ha

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