Leave a light on in Heaven
When my life seize to be
When im changing the temporly
For Eternity
When my life reach an end
My new one to start
When the answers are revealed
To my broken up heart
When my soul whispers softly
Like the evening breeze
When ive done all i could
When its time to release
May i find a welcome
By no one but you
Will i find i am longing
To live in the truth
Yes
Leave a light on for me
When in darkness i leave
May the light guide me only
To my home
Eternally.

Little by little
as the moments go by
Days turn to weeks
Years couldnt hide
You live
All is but dust
To all shall die
As once you took breath
So shall it subside
No one shall find
What is truth,what is lie
Little by little

As i lay in my bed
Memories of you
Dancing careless
In my head
With only silence
To be heard
Echo's of days
That came before
But your not here
Anymore

Stars up in the sky
The moon waining above
Bring times that we've cried
Days that we loved

The silence that echo
The night that will keep
When im lost in these dreams
Whilst im fast asleep

Love
Loved

Today is gonna be less bad
Lets face it

Do i feel alone?

When all around me ends
And days turn into memories
Remember this truely
I miss you like crazy
Yes i always do

And if all have forsake me
And im alone only
Remember this plainly
I miss you like crazy

So keep this in your heart
The distance i cant part
All that i want to
Is be right beside you

So Believe me fully
Im true and ill always
Feel this each day
Yet time holds the way

When all around me ends
And all have forsake me
I still miss you crazy
Remember this plainly
Yes
I miss you like crazy

How blessed my journey lie
How deep I hold inside
Time can never try
To fade the words I find
How wonderous the Light
That leads me through The Night
And on the other side
God waits with arms out wide

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Wisdom I have gained
Through heartache and through pain
The Past reminds my heart
Of where from I have came
This mortal plane I knew
I leave for life anew
And every step I took
God shows written  in His Book

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Remember as the sun rise
So the wind must die
I"ll keep the memories hidden
Deep in me inside

And when this life Leaves you
With Tears in ur eyes
I will be crying with you
Gods comfort, He"ll provide

And just believe in something
Never close your eyes
Someday I will thank you
For  now I simply leave you
My Final Goodbuye

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
For yes I now must leave you

My Final Goodbuye

Yes your words I will remember:
Thank You

My Final Goodbuye
(God Bless You)
-X-
FredErick

And
Pray again
Hope in the End
Today is realy all you ever have
And
Dream anew
Faith will follow through
After Death-Life begins brand new
And hold on,thats all  you can do

Hear the Angel voices Sing
Listen to your Soul within
Open up your Heart again
You are worthy-till the End

Never forget

You are blessed
Beloved and Protected
Abundantly free
Forever

Amen
--X--

(I am about to confess my hidden secret)

What i am about to tell
Will shock and saden those who know me well
This secret ive been keeping
Is eating at my soul
And when i brake this hold
That lies have put me under
I hope that you wont wonder
Why i hide it no more longer
For the truth will make me stronger

So i am ready to confess
To Those who know me best
I pray they"d not look strange upon me
For i am through with holding onto
This cross that bares into my heart
This i should have done from the start

And now im ready -no more linger
This will give you such a tingle
(And with people -i now must mingle...)





I AM ______!!!!


I know now i will find my way!!
Please dont judge me for what i say!!

When you listen to the night
When you listen to its voice
When you walk through life finding
You walk without a choice
The road may seem distant
Always guided by
The midnight stars burning
In an endless dark sky
Remember
As you walk through darkness
Trying to find the way
My soul will always guide you
Like night turns into day

When you hear the silence as it rains
When you cry because of all the pain
When you try to believe again
Let go of all the chains
Remember
Hope is never really found
Till hurt is welcomed in
Into your sacred heart

  Remember as you walk through darkness
  Trying to find the way
  My soul will always guide you
  Like night turns into day
  
  When there seems to be no end in sight
  You feel your prayers unanswered
  Turn your gaze and feel
  My soul to always guide you
  Like night turns into light
  
  When you only want to see
  My soul will always guide you

  And know that you are free.

Whom will walk beside me now
Now that you are gone
How will i be able to hear
Whilst you used to sing our song
Now that i am alone
The days are all so empty
The nights seems all too long
I used to cherish them both
But silence  now only lingers on

How i used to cherish spring
Yet winter is all im left with now
A lonely coldness in my soul
Now that you have gone
And will i ever find the courage
To pick myself up
And carry on
When it was you whom gave me
The strength to live a life unknown

May you remember me
Where in Eternity
You are now
And may you never forget
That i needed you so desperately
And may you hear
My thoughts so clear
How much i loved you
Ever more
May every breath whisper love
From me on mortal shore
And may you know
That now you are home
And will forever be

My eternal memory

My sweet memory

Distant found
Near the new horizon
Travellers gaze
Upon a darkend shadow
Time fleets
Like a babbling river
Silently the new day rise

Dark the sky in midnight hour
Keeps the stars at night
When dreams we dream
Are born anew and takes off in flight
The moon we see way up high
Illuminate the sky
Clouds become the keepers off
Every tear thats cried
Yesterday was once ago
Tomorrow still unknown
The day had come-the day had go
The present-all we own
And as the night calls to the wind
To guide our hopes anew
The way in which our journey lie
The path for me and you
Be still my wanting aching heart
Broken up and blue
For what the night has brought become
The light of all thats true
So sleep my soul in moonlight hue
A promise will abide
When hence the darkness turn again
Into the morning light
May Angels wings be at your side
And keep watch over you
And every star that shines so bright
Keep all that you will do

I guess its about this:Lest me celebrate just my saviour for a day?NO...every day should be the reminder of Jesus!every day must be the celebration of Him!ChRistmas day comes but once a year!Help me this Year to not celebrate You one day only Lord-but every day there after...I'm not making the mistake this year to only cling to one day!!Jesus"s life wasn't just about His Birth-but His whole life spent here on Earth!!I guess I "believe" in Christmas day-but that isn't where it Ends...

I used to be happy
Life had not been that bad
But lately the feeling
Turned out to not last
I used to be happy
Saw the silver lining
Of thunderstorms in clouds
now passed
Yes i used to be happy
Nowadays but just down dragged

I used to have light
Now the darkness reign free
Rolling waves washing inside
and ebb of me
I used tò have light
Saw nothing but the sun
Now im locked in a blackness
Not even the moon can undone
Yes i used to have light
Now im shaded from the sun

What else can i loose
What was taken from me
What does it all matter
What once was is gone
Will i ever be free

I just dont care anymore
After all
really.......

Once
You held my hand
it gave me courage ,
alone to stand-
I know i had to try
lift my spirit way up high
Like i could touch the full moon
In the  sky
When once you held my hand

Once
You softly said to me
Forever and for always
With you i"ll be
It gave me strength
To look inside
To know i"d make it
someday
be free
When once you softly said to me

Once
You stood right next to me
We listened as the waves
Ebb in
From the wide  sea
Never had i known the truth
That someday i'd be losing you
When once you stood next to me

And i remember
How Still your peacefull gaze
Your eyes
That beckoned freedom
From this earthly space
And all the pain
You delt with
That i couldn't take
Away from you
May Heaven welcome back you-
And i recall
The moment when your
Breath subsided
I turned my face from you
To only try and hide
these tears i had
in my eyes
Knowing as your hand
slipped from mine-
No fear and without sorrow
You will ever again know


And now
Im thinking back on once ago
The days we had
I thought that would never go
With only the memory
Of once before
I keep with me
May truth
Reach you from this mortal shore-
And
I still believe in someday
Having once just once more
UnTill then,
I will try to carry forth
Looking at the star point north
Knowing
You are lookin down
on me

Once more.....

It was the last day
It was the final choice made
And somehow things
Remained the same
Always the search
An endless aray of light
That keeps the night at bay
How come these things
Remain
Never given the choice of change
Sometimes things just seize to be
Holding onto
what never can be
And if the choice did wait
Would all but stay
or change anyway
Keep believing in
One day

The Book of Days holds the future to come-its guarded in Heaven by the Angels.No mortal soul could every read it-for God prohibited its contents to be known.It holds every Souls journey ,written within...It also can change Eternity if ever opened up-and Gods Omnipotent plan for every heart-....The mysterY as to why it may never be read by anyone is that if the pages were turned ,EternityS outcome could be altered forever!It contains the End of Days"s war between God and the Devil himself-and could alter the outcome leading to terrible fatal overthrow of Gods natural Plan...Since the dawn of Time,the Devils only goal was to open the Book,for even He doesn't know how Eternity could sway within his favour-leading to his truimphant rule of Heaven for ever more....God  placed the Book within the Tree of Life,which once Stood in the Garden of Eden-where Adam and Eve once lived,and later in Heaven, He placed its safety within the Angels watch...No mortal soul today even knows of the Books excistance-for Life is written from the Book,by God Himself,and so humanity lives here on Earth with no sense of Lifes mystery and its True meaning.The Devil  tempted Eve,believing she would come to know of the Book,by gaining the knowledge from eating from the Tree which God forbid them in the Garden of Eden...yet God knew of his plan and banned them from the Garden once their eyes opened and they gained the knowledge..and so removed the Tree of Life,placing the safety of The Book now under the Angels guard in Heaven.The Devil -having lost the chance to let the Book be read,still yearns to get to it...yet the tale does not end here.For in a dream-i have come to know of its being-....a dream from the Devil?or God Himself?...and in my dream,I am in Heaven-overhearing the Angels speaking of The Book.Without them knowing of my presence,I hear where the Book is placed-and my curiosity drives me to seek it out...Silenty I walk to the area and unbelievingly I see it-just inches from my grasp.

Island of Lost Dreams
I find myself on
Dreams that once were
A journey half done
And remembarance long gone
Hidden from the mind
Island of Lost Dreams
No shore to ebb and tide upon

Blue and white colours
Of sea and of sky
And brighter the moon
Than the daily sun
Island not known
To mere mortal's son
Carried forever by whats said and whats done

No place to count tears
Walk bravely without fear
Look with your heart
Nourish your soul

Island of Lost Dreams
I can always count on..
🏝

Beyond the rainbow
Far away
Theres a moment when
All heartaches fade
And no fear nor doubt
But only faith remain

Beyond the rainbow
A soul finds peace and hope

And through the
Forest of lost memories
Behind the
Island of lost dreams

Beyond the rainbow
Thats where you will
Find me...

Tomorrow,the World Ends
All we have is this very Night
Be vigilant to make amends
Before dawning of Suns first light
Let prayer be ready to send
To God our heartfelt helpless plight
TomoRrow the World Ends
May God help us by His Might

Yesterday,Life had been born
Eternity dwell anew
Death is but by Sound of Horn
To many-yet for few
A Single Rose-multiple thorn
Bestowed upon only you
Yesterday Life had been born
Hope is on Horizons view

Today was and still is
The only given truth
Yesterday I didnt Heed
Tomorrow
Rest in Peace