When did loneliness caught me
In a grip of silent despair
Where did i loose my ambition
To be of good courage
And to live without self doubt
And heeded care?

Am i not in control
Of my choices
And do i not decide upon
The route i lay bare?

It is a million rushed voices
That seeks to overwhelm
Its a difference of opinions
That drowns my own out
And its a barage of heeped advice
That cares not to my soul

Its a orchestra of madness
I have to somehow tune out

It came to be
Questions i didnt know
The answers too
Things that kept eluding me
Promises made
Yet long forgot
A heart that keeps beating
Days long ago
A soul that once had happiness
A time recalled before now still
It came to be
Peace and fight
Let go or hold
A distant cry on tears now dry
The guidance left
To but just try
And moments lived
And times to come
How simplicity hides
When the soul carries on
It came to be

Wise but lacking solitude
Silence yet chaos sounds aloud
Holding desperate to some truth
It came to be
Answers ive always knew
Love cant stay when fear
Runs through
The very fibre found that
Makes us human too

It came to be
Hollow lies with hidden meanings
Sacred spaces to distant views
Found on the near
Horizons view
And echo's off a mind reborn
By hopeless travels and
Fruitless looms
It came to be
I never but knew
When you give up
Life beats upon
Unwillingly it steals the song
If what was once and
Whats still to come
Hopeless and harshly taken from

It came to be
I didnt found
The journey worth travelling on
Yet looking back
Lack and sorrow
It came to be
A forlorn tomorrow

Listen to your soul
Remember your tears
Keep the words your heart speak

These will guide you
Towards that which you need

Believe
Believe
Believe

Yesterday is never realy gone

It is remembered in fragments
Scattered pieces
In your soul and mind
Of just how far you have come
And the things you left
Behind

Today is never realy here

It seems to flicker from
Second to minute
Its never truely spent
If you never feel content
Yet longing for more simple
Merriment

What then is
The day worth?

Tomorrow just a figment
Of today and
Yesterday
Woven together in nothing
But regret

How i pray to not feel anyday
Yet live its challenges
As if to seek
A meaning and
Lesson
Hidden within deep

Since ive been thinking
Where does the wind go
When its echo sounds alone
When i find myself broken
And left to just
Let go
Tell me

Where does the wind go

Today will be tomorrows hope
And yesterdays
Belief

What became of Life
Where did i loose the way
How does it seem
That by words i am failed

Where had time gone
And does it mean
I may stay

Do you fly?

And do you dream

Today is come and undone
A little

Time is ever fleeting
Truth has kept its secret
A lie wont ever be real

Wise beyond
Redemption

Being true to yourself
Is simply

Being in the moment

Silently
My soul whisper
Like a birds song
After a summer rain

Remember
Where youve been
And need but still to be

The truth is beckoning
To let go
And be

Free

To no o
To yes y

Why?

Thats me

When last came back
Hope found strength
Eternity smiles

Great things are coming
Good things last longer
When what is will be
Just wait
Ordinary life is tiring
What was cant be
Unless times are good
But not

Today is gonna be less bad
Lets face it

Do i feel alone?

Dont underestimate life
"Death and life is choices made"

Where does the road lead?
Are humanity afraid?

I remember a day
When i walked in the rain

It was calming

I smiled

Yet something within me
Made me think

Do i believe in you?
Do you believe in i?

"He" does

Do they believe in "Him"?

I guess

"Anywhere is"

Often times things go wrong
When im sitting in silence
How the wind will blow

Life has a irony too it
It changes at times
And sometimes not

Who knows where life takes us
Or where the road will lead
When alls said and done
Will we all be set free?

I hope all will come to be
When desire and destiny
Corrupts only me

But a friend once whispered
"Cast thou burden upon me

And do i listen?

I hope
I guess

I will be

FREE

.......

Days are like rain
When you walk outside alone
Its almost as if it gently touches the soul.....
One remembers the memories you once had
And what do you do
??

There are no words left to think about-
Yet only hope.....
Yes hope

Life is an adventure
Dreams do have meaning
And often one thinks.....

No one realy will ever understand the questions lifebrings

Yet when you know
That the "answers" are sometimes kept hidden....

Why not?

Days have a funny way
It comes and it goes
It brings yesterday
Today
And
Tomorrow

Am i realy sure ?

.....

"Die lewe loop sy draaie
Elkeen op sy eie kron̈kel paaie

"Only He" knows where the road can lead....

And that "HE" knows

Who knew "Him"??
And why did nobody believe him??

Why???

👀 dont know

"Whats on my mind??"

Life.....funny how it goes huĥ?

Today seems to turn out really good.....
"NOTHING EVER LASTS FOREVER????"
WELL WE WILL HAVE TO JUST WAIT AND SEE

"Death is the embrace into "loves" eternal presence?"

"And what lies ahead???.......

Forever i am gratefull and forever i will be
for happiness is just around the corner......if i only give it up and let go

What is happiness?
Where does itcom3 from?

Enjoy every day for could it be everyones last???

Am i??
I hope my answer would be ...

Whatever lies ahead......

«What if Life doesnt work ou5,where would the Truth lie and if the lie Can become the "TRUTH«

I promise i will "Ð83«

Seldom times
Often
.

And that i know for sure......

The real lie is thati want to be too happy or content but why?

Let go ....
It takes time but its worth it
Everything works out
Death is the embrace into loves eternal presence for success is choosing happiness and having a thankfull heart...

Every story has a happy ending?

Sometimes when we least expect it,theres hope.Theres hope in abetter future,for when we seek the way HE will finds us,HE will lead faith and have patienc3 and thats ok,for all that i am and all that i do HE will be the on3 the only ¹ that can seek us and find us and itis only then that LIFE realy starts and "SOME DAY THIS WILL WORK OUT"....
not just for m3 but EVERY THING.            And that i know in

If this was my last attempt
If these were my last words
Would it have mattered anyway
Would they be alive for longer than a day??
Would i look back
Would i have found the way??
And would my heart break be healed
My soul whole again??

Step by step
Moment for moment
Day by day
Ì know not what lies await
Step by step
Day by day
My oh my
I go my own way.

This road i have to walk on
Brings its own pain
This place i have to find
May make me feel forsake
And its just the fear of falling
The journey i partake
Just a voice thats calling
To ******* and stay

Step by step
Day by day
Moment by moment
Guidance i take
My oh my
I go my own way.

Now dont slip away
Dont i forget
From where ive come from
To where i need to go
Is all but what i expect
Ive always already known

Step by step
Day by day

My oh my
These words of mine
Will fade
Away....
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(to be continued...)

Beyond the rainbow
Far away
Theres a moment when
All heartaches fade
And no fear nor doubt
But only faith remain

Beyond the rainbow
A soul finds peace and hope

And through the
Forest of lost memories
Behind the
Island of lost dreams

Beyond the rainbow
Thats where you will
Find me...