I used to be happy
Life had not been that bad
But lately the feeling
Turned out to not last
I used to be happy
Saw the silver lining
Of thunderstorms in clouds
now passed
Yes i used to be happy
Nowadays but just down dragged

I used to have light
Now the darkness reign free
Rolling waves washing inside
and ebb of me
I used tò have light
Saw nothing but the sun
Now im locked in a blackness
Not even the moon can undone
Yes i used to have light
Now im shaded from the sun

What else can i loose
What was taken from me
What does it all matter
What once was is gone
Will i ever be free

I just dont care anymore
After all
really.......

Echo the Day
Words i could never say
Never knew someday
You would go away

Silent the Night
As i hold my plight
Never saw the light
Now your from sight

The Seasons change slowly
Now im travelling lonely
Wishing i was only
Yet now far from feeling homely

Will i get one more chance
Remembering yesterday
Will i see you once again
How blessed i would be
Walking back into your arms
And maybe time will stand still
Even for an hour or two
Maybe a day or three

I guess its only wishfull thinking
Yet how blessed i would be
Having you here Eternaly
I will never be lonely
I guess its only day dreaming
Having you back right beside me
Yet how blessed i would be
I guess im now forever lonely

Echo the Day
Silent the night
The seasons change slowly
Aint it just  bittersweet irony

Whom will walk beside me now
Now that you are gone
How will i be able to hear
Whilst you used to sing our song
Now that i am alone
The days are all so empty
The nights seems all too long
I used to cherish them both
But silence  now only lingers on

How i used to cherish spring
Yet winter is all im left with now
A lonely coldness in my soul
Now that you have gone
And will i ever find the courage
To pick myself up
And carry on
When it was you whom gave me
The strength to live a life unknown

May you remember me
Where in Eternity
You are now
And may you never forget
That i needed you so desperately
And may you hear
My thoughts so clear
How much i loved you
Ever more
May every breath whisper love
From me on mortal shore
And may you know
That now you are home
And will forever be

My eternal memory

My sweet memory

I didnt know my own strength
till i had no other way
All the words i had spoken
All i still wanted to say
Life only allows so much time
When the sands run out
Life turns on a dime
And you find your chance
Had passed you by
When still i wanted to say goodbye

I didnt know my own strength
When i find myself alone
And youve gone from here
To our Eternal home
And the silence only now
Keeps the words in my heart
When i should have said
What i should have from the start
Yet we are now taken apart
First from Life ,then in Death
Till eternity waits to mend
I didnt know my own strength

You showed me
I didnt know my own strength

Fate collides with destiny
And you and i meet
Visions of a life
That was not ment to be
Dark desires brought to light
Fantasy collide with reality
Dreams come true
In a blink of an eye
Death bestows Eternity
And Life brings forth certainty
Of what was never ment to be
For you nor for me

Behind a happy smile
There sometimes hides a lie
When for all of time or just
Even a little while
I find myself wonder
I need to think no more
If all youve had and
All you lose
Went walking out the door
Remember moments
Thats gone before
And remember a smile
Sometimes hide so much more