Days that come and days that go,
the Present not knowing
what the Future holds-
to every smile a Tear must flow,
thats what I truely know.

Feeling lonely feeling sad,
looking for the Hope I had
What I want yet not what I have,
thats where my Heart still beat:

Ive looked at Life
from all sides now,
from win and Loose
and from Faith too-
yet when im feeling Hopeless most,
I find I believe in Hope the most--
                      ---X---

And if i never wrote again
Would it really matter?
Words i long to write
Darkened by the Light
Would anyone Care?

And if I never speak again
Would my presence go unknown?
Words I long to say
Like Night turns into day
Would anyone care?

And if I  closed my Heart off
Would I still be alone?
Love I need to share
When no one else is there
Would it really matter?

Dreams that never die
In words that I write
In words that I speak
In Love that I seek

Would it really matter?

Would it really matter

To YoU I mean so much
For Thou"st Formed me from Dust,
To You I am Your Wonder

How precisely You have pondered.

I am Your Sixth Day labour
Your masterpiece adorned

To You no living other
Created in Your Form.

I am but locked in Chains
Of daily sin obtain

Darkened I am Stain
Kept from redemption

You sent Your Death to Save

A lost and poor soul gained
Eternal Life Remain
Mine, in Mercy gave.

By YoU I am Ordained.


But why do I abstain
From being close to YoU?
Is it reFlected to
In all I say and do?

To me,I am but dust
My actions,thoughts unjust,

To You I am Beloved
Thou keeps thine Hand above.

I am but merely breath
Thou"st from Your Own Life born.

To YoU I am forever

The reason for Your Love.

In the World in my mind
I  spend many a while,
In the sanctity i constructed-
In the World where I find
Every cloud hides a smile,
And true hope is conducted:
Into my Heart
Engraved in my Soul,
Never again  be Dark-

And finally find I am whole.

In the World in my Mind
Theres no sorrow nor Tears,
Hope keeps me free as a child-
A place  where i find
Light chase "way my fears,
And Eternal Peace abide:
Where Dreams become true
Each wish  that I hold,
Happiness born renew-

And finally find I am whole.

But The Most of it all
That keeps me enthralled,
Is the Reason why I Live.
In My Magical World,
Thats more precious than gold
Than anything you can give,

I never recall
That im alone after all
Broken with no worth-

But here Im enough
And im better there off,
Never again will i cry.

For in the End i will find
This World wont deNy,
Nor leave me without Hope-
Yes here Im just fine
Guess I knew that sometime,
In the World in my Mind,

Finally Im Whole
Finally home:

In the World I made in my Mind
                  ------X------

Walking
Hand in hand
With You,

In Dreams.

Lying
Side by side
Me and You,

In Dreams.

Talking
Heart to Heart
To You,

In Dreams.

Feeling Loved
By You-

I will surely Die
Someday,

And
I "ll find You again-

In Dreams.

I will live forever with You...

The Night falls
Whilst cries of Fear and Terror calls
Echo "s in the Night Sky,
Only the Rememberance of better
Days Gone by.

The Moon weeps silently down
His Tears,
The Stars burdened with Fears
Struggle to shine,
In a sky once they only owned.

Angels prepare for war
Their Time has come,
Whilst the forces of this World
SUrrenders to no one.
War amongst men has begun

The Silence of Night is filled-
sounds of sCreams from those killed,
Peace belong to Yesterday
Destruction forcefully arise.

And in Heaven
Gods hand withdraws,
His eyes closed
His heart saddened,
The End of Times in motion.
In HIM lies humanities only Hope
Earths desire for rebirth evoked

Innocent blood flows
Like rivers upon the dust.
War spares no living Soul
Of Man against man-
Both young and old
Fighting to only Live-
Only returning as ashes to ashes
To a embattled Earth
From hence Life was gived.


"May YOU
Our God
Watch over us"

....

Some People"s Destiny
,lets them find their dreams-
Some People"s destiny,
never let it be.
Some people find their way
some people looses it,
Some People find a Love-
Some never do.
BUT:
As soon as my Soul stops breaking hopefull waiting,
as Soon as Forever is through,
I will find it too.