FredErick le Roux

FredErick le Roux Mar 2013

She yearned to fly
Chained down to the eartH
Her hear gets barely by
Confronted by her worth
Inside she Seeks to die
Escape the too familiar LIe
Yet freedom keeps its distance
Death eludes her sigh
And Mournfully her own resistance
To even only try..
She rEtains an eerie stance
TOo solid tO fly
In darkness where she abides
Its from the light she desperatElY hide
Closed off from spring and summer sun
Winters grip HAs finally run
Her Soul tO ebb like the tide
Past mEmories left to die
This state they cAll being aLive..
And on the horizon a mere vision
Of whom she once had envision:
HERSELF-yet she had died!!
Her mind the field of battle
NoIses in her ears rattLe
A voice of TimelESs DeSpair
Have left feaR in HEr wherE
She once Owned hOpe
Now iT LefT to roam
LEaving her alone To cope
WitH what she USed TO Own
Dreams ALas she "ll never know..
If

You

Per chance
Happened Her BY
Look only into her eyeS

And If she runs AnD try to fLy
Remember this

""DEprESsIoN isn't a State of mind
ItS a treatable ailment""

.....

Depression is treatable...

FredErick le Roux Mar 2013

and if I never...what if?

And if I never happened upon your face
Would my life have been an empty place?
Would I have found Gods grace
To be whom I am?

And if I never knew that you were here
Would my life Have been different?
Would I have never beEn me
The I ,I am today?

And if I never tried to live like you
Would the destiny of my future changed too?
Would I have lived
The life I now knew?

Nothing happens without a reason
Life is made up out of seasons
What we decide is untrue
God allows -for me and you
To fulfill His Dream

Can anybody tell me
Why life have played out to be
THe life I'm living seemingly
If what I am-im Questioning
"What if" my Life, had should been
DifferenTly?

No one can tell me
For what I perceive to be
No one will comfort me
I'm not living free-
THese questions rEsting in mE
Have destROyed me completely

I can't see the "what is"
In a difference
From the "what iffs"

What iF I"ll never finD ME?

The way my life had should been...

FredErick le Roux Mar 2013

Biblical evidance for a daily lived Life in 2013!!

"Though ye walk through
The valley of despair"-
I shall not fear.

Though I find the emptiness
Deep inside of me-
I shall shed no tears.

For YOU have walked upon this land
Many times ago,
YOU felt fear and were alone...
So I have this to know!

Your promiSe still rings true
Yes even today to me too:
"I'm not

Alone

Just on my journey

Home!"

FredErick le Roux Mar 2013

Darling,I love you! ***

I turned around to late to see-
The tears blinding me,
I realised to late That you
Had walked out on me
And though I knew this day would come
I Wished it be undone
Yet now the story played out wrong
I lost when I had hoped to won

So give me one more chance
Darling You have cared for me
Give me one more chance
Darling you were there for me
If I pray this now
Will things change somehow?

I always thought I had the strength
To make it on my own
I never saW the strengtH that came
From you all along
Yet noW I can plainly see
The strength from you lies here in Me
I had it all yet now I have none

So give me one more chance
Darling You have cared for me
Give me one more chance
Darling you were there for me
If I pray this now
Will things change somehow?

Here is the lesson I'd learned
That you don't know what uve had
Till its Gone

So give me one more chance
Darling You have cared for me
Give me one more chance
Darling you were there for me
If I promisE You:
I still need you
Would you carE for me?
Be there for me?

Darling I
LOvE
You!

***

Never take anyone for granted-ever!loved ones are only lend to us for a while!

FredErick le Roux Mar 2013

Like a summer eve"s rain..

Like a summer eve"s rain
Wash my soul clean again

There were times I look back on
Thought the strength in me was gone
My life stained by my past
Looking for hope to come at last
And renew my broken life

Never knew that day would come
Wishing choices  be undone
Turn the light on in my heart
Find that Love will always start
When you let go of the pain-
Like a summer eve"s rain
Wash my soul clean again

Time gone by ,oh so fast
I never had  a chance
To know where I was heading to
Just as I regret my stained past
In my soul I took a future glance
And there I find  the truth
A new beginning at last

Like a summer eve"s rain
Wash my soul clean again

Like a summer eve"s rain
A new beginning will remain

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Sometimes I wait for my life to be cleaned out-washed clean,from all my past choices that keeps me feeling chained!!

FredErick le Roux Mar 2013

This battle :Over me and You!

You may not know
You may not care,
Angels can't tread everywhere-
You may not hear
You may not see,
The devil will there always be!

I tell you this
I tell you that,
God meets you right where you are at-
I scream the warning
Night till morning,
Don't be ignorantly yawning!

Good and Evil battles on
In life until the war is won-

So you decide
Pay heed to pride,
On which teams side you will abide

You may not know
You may not care,

You may not hear
You may despair!

But trust me when I'm telling you
It is an ancient fact that's true,

This battle:

Over me and You!

Everyday is an ongoing battle between good and evil-lie and truth and yes in the spirit realm over me and you!be sure you know which side you are being fight over-and fighting for!

FredErick le Roux Mar 2013

The Lord Jesus speaks.

And tearfully I turn my gaze
Upon the Lord Jesus"s face
With desperation in my eyes
He looks upon in silence

"Oh why,dear Lord"-
My voice came forth
"Have fear consumed my life?"
Yet still in silence meets His eyes
Mine without much strife

"Explain to me!!!"I start to shout
And feel love going out-
Out my heart and out my mind,
Yet kindness radiates from Thine

I fall down to the ground ,hopeless
Before His feet my face
Yet no word from his mouth arive
To take my crippling sorrows place

Heavily I weep out loud
I have no shame-im not too proud
And slowly Jesus starts to bend down
And softly weeping -wipes my brow

"Dear beloved child-
It is not my Will to see your fall
By fear consuming you in all
I too bore fear
Alone
Yet ask of you to let me own
Your overwhelming fear that's grown
Upon my shoulders now"

And tearfully I turn my gaze
Upon the Lord Jesus"s face
My hand is taken to be placed
Within a hand that bares the hole
Left from being the sacrifice
To take our sins upon Him whole
Yes now even my fear- its so

"I came to give you life abundant
To live in peace you see
Cast even now your fear upon me
I"ll carry it-so you"ll live free

Know now that you aren't ever alone
I am with you -till I lead you home
Release this cross you bare on your own
I've carried one..before alone,
Because I love you as my own"

And tearfully I gaze upon
The Lord-my saviour whom has come
And feel peace to rest within my soul
The fear I once felt-now is gone
His arms around me tightly drew
And undeservingly my life begins anew!

Know that nothing you may carry alone in this life-is too big to be given to Him-to free you from its hold!"How gratefull be I -Thank you Jesus"