My depression has gotten the best of me
I don't know how much longer I can take this
I guess this is goodbye
I don't know how many days i'll be alive to see anything
But I hope the best to others
Goodbye

It's been so long since I was able to feel this
This overwhelming power of the sorrow I thought left me
The sorrow that left me shivering on the ground all alone
Like a child not getting what he/she wants
Watching this whole forest I've grown burnt down in front of my face
Walking as it burns around me knowing there's nothing I can do
But play in these ashes of the memories you held the closest to you
My lungs swollen from these breaths that turn into screams
Not able to breath well from the amount of ash I'm breathing in
I look back to how I was so happy as the song jingles in my ear
Reminding me of someone I cared about
How I hurt her and knowing that I lost something that meant something to me
Even if the song isn't playing it rings in my ear
How blind I was how stupid I've been and how scared I am of my future
I'm alone no matter how many people say I'm not
Alone is the only place I belong

Regret is something i've been feeling for a while
The choices i've made I always thought they were right
But to soon reilize that they were very wrong
I was told to choose what makes me happy
But I ended up making the wrong choice
I pitty myself in thinking I could do what I wanted
I just ended up hurting the ones closest to me
It ended up stabbing me in the back
I'm always told i'm worth something
Am I really worth something when all I do is destroy?
Why did I do to deserve such a life when all I did was burn it down
A forest
But now there's no forest left to thrive in
The right choice or so I thought turned into guilt and jealousy
Maybe what I think is right
Is horribly wrong...

I see you clearly
Behind that screen
Down deep inside
You're quite like me
A craving so strong
You spend hours
Writing songs
Yet that's not all
  That we seek...
So hear my words
I think you're superb
Always on point
And unique
And please like
Who you may
Or start your own thing
At the end of the day
I hope you curl up
With someone sweet
You won't get no hate
   Out of me...