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318 · Jan 2019
Goodbye.
fizzle Jan 2019
Slit wrist,
Blood dripping,
Soul gone.
302 · Feb 2018
Letting It Out
fizzle Feb 2018
So, tell me
Tell me 'bout those sleepless night
Wasting it by thinking about the person who'll never cherish you
How are you suppose to stay strong and move on when all you ever do is waking up and sobbing uncontrollably
Wishing for him to come back to you with a wide open arms
Tell me ...
Tell me how you spend your day with him on your mind
The thoughts of his chuckle, his smile, his heavy breathing, his laugh, his jokes, the warmth of his hands as he hold you tight in the middle of the cold night that you don't even realized that you shed tears remembering how happy you used to be when he's around you
He's gone now
Yet your sob turns into a hysterical cry
So loud that anyone who heard your cry feels the pain as well
when you just can't get over someone you've fall deep in love with.
146 · May 2019
The Moon Is The Future
fizzle May 2019
a wave of guilt washed over my face,
as I kissed the star so tender yet the moon danced on my mind;
tried to remind me how much he loves me and to let go of the star..
he knew, but he smiled it away
his patience instantly killing me inside,
his sincerity slapped me hard into reality;
that all I need is to continue living with my future, the moon,
instead of mourning my past, the star.
108 · May 2021
Call Me By Your Name
fizzle May 2021
I swear to the dancing birds; I miss you.
I miss you everyday unconditionally;
I miss you on my busy days, on my spare times
I miss you on my darkest days, on my brightest days
I miss you on my sleepless nights, on my long naps
I miss you in between my breakdowns, in between my laughters
Between the dark and cold nights, still I shiver your name
And I miss the way you called me by your name.
39 · Aug 31
Rage
fizzle Aug 31
Rage, rage
The heart is full of rage
Almost feels like escaping from the cage
It has claws to tear up the page

If you listen carefully
You will definitely hear
How it screams in agony
As of it’s been tortured awfully

Run, run
Or else you’ll get burned
By its flame it’s been hold for an eon
38 · Aug 31
Room 204
fizzle Aug 31
The sound of knocking brought her to consciousness;
She’s been expecting someone.
Couldn’t help but feeling excited, she rose from the bed.
The clicking sound of the key unlocking,
She opened the door to see someone standing still with a warm smile.
He entered the room and gave a big embrace of yearning;
No one knew whether he felt guilty of the action or perhaps he enjoyed it.
Minutes passed by,
The whole room was filled with the sound of two voices exchanging words,
Sometimes with laughter—until one of them decide to move closer
And closer
And closer
Their breathe was getting heavier
And heavier
And heavier
Two lips touching
Along with two heartbeats in a fast track
God knew what happened next
It repeated
Day after day
Visit after visit
Tiptoed after tiptoed
No guilt ever washed over;
That a soul did sense the danger
With a messed up mind and heart
Keeping the mouth silent
Though all it wanna do was to go violent.
Reliving aching moment with rage and sorrows, feeling them wholeheartedly ‘til it feels nothing.

— The End —