Fenix Flight

May 2014

Hawk Flight

People Wake the **** up
its the twenty first century
its 2014 for goddess sake

open your minds
and open your ******* eyes

This country
the grand old USA
its free is it not?

People can be who they want
and they can certainly love
whoever they ******* want to love!

If you dont like it
if you dont aprove
KEEP IT TO YOUR ******* SELF

Don't bring your
bigeted close minded selves
into their lives
they are 100% better off without you

But I will let you in on something

GET WITH THE ******* PROGRAM!!!!!
GET OVER IT AND MOVE THE **** ON!!!!!!!

To all the haters and closeminded people I know its rude and crude but hey
if it changes just ONE persons pres[pective on the world I have helped make it a better place

Fenix Flight May 2014

We live in 2014

Even in this day and age
where tolerance and accaptance
is more abundant then it once was
I still find it so sad
when I see judgment

SO WHAT
If HE likes men?
SO WHAT
If SHE like women?

WHO THE ******* CARES?

Its not your choices or decisions
its theirs
Its not your life
ITS THEIRS

And if thats what makes them happy
if thats what makes them them
And makes them Who they are

Then who the hell are we
To judge?

We live in 2014, the twenty first century. Stop living in the past poeple and get with the program!!!
(this is to the close minded people in the world)

Fenix Flight May 2014

Take Me

Take me
to that old road
Evergreen Avenue

Take me
to that little beige house
sitting three houses
from the bottom

take me
To that old room
Where the water bed once stood
and the door is busted
and wont unlock unless you use a knife

Take me to that old basement
Where a futon and a big screen Tv still reside
Where chalk covered walls
hold all the memories
of a girl once so happy

Take me
Take me home

May 2014

Ranger

coke

Coke
So good
Snorting
So tempting
The high
And the thill
You never intend it to do so far
Its all fun
It was all games
I slipped
Now know my pain
Coke
So easy
And simple
Tell the ice cubes get stuck in my nose

May 2014

Hawk Flight

Twittle

So there is this guy
the one and only guy
I've ever really liked
His name... well nickname
Twittle.

Twittle
He saved me from the brink of death
He was there
when I got shot
He called 911
when I could not

Twittle
His voice is the only thing I heard
as the anesthetic wore off

Twittle
His face was the first thing I saw
when I opened my eyes

Twittle
tears streaming down his face
as he yelled at me in spanish
you scared me half to death

Twittle
and in that second I did something so unlike me
It shocked me, it shocked him,

Twittle
whose tears of fear and joy started breaking my heart
my cold doesnt give a **** heart

Twittle,
I pulled him to me, and in front of everyone
Kissed him square on the lips

Soooo I hadnt told anyone I was bi until after I woke up from the surgery after being shot. I kissed my boyfriend in front of everyone.

May 2014

Hawk Flight

It All Started With That Hideout In The Woods

A little place in the woods
hidden by trees on three sides
Its where we first started hanging out
Its where I taught her how to fight

Its where I watched her grow
from a frightened shy girl
who couldnt defend herself
To a tough as nails woman
Who didnt need a man to protect her
she could protect herself

It was there that I started to feel
It was there that she started
knocking down the walls in me
The walls that had ben in place for years

Its where I fell in love with her
and swore to myself
I wouldnt let anything harm her
I would keep her Pure
I wouldn't let the bad things in life
Taint her.

But then I left
I choose to leave her
and all the promises went down the drain
The bad seeped in
and her halo was tainted Black

I thought leaving would protect her
I thought I was saving her
from a life time of pain

never in a million years
Did I think I meant something to her
I thought it was all just me

Never in a million years
did I think I was important to her
That she needed me in her life

She made me realize
that this life is worth fighting for

And it all started with that hideout in the woods

TO Pandora. To my panda, My "little sister" my Best friend

Fenix Flight May 2014

Thank You

This is to all those poeple
leaving sweet comments
on the work I've written on here

I've always been insecure
about my written
afraid that my truth
and my emotions
would be laughed at
and ridiculed

BUT all you people
You've been so sweet
you've been so kind
You helped this timid girl
SHINE

Now I'm no longer in fear
Now I'm not afraid to stand tall

I will let my words flow
I will let myself be heard

And it wouldn't be possible
If it werent for all of you

so I tip my hat off to you and say

**Thank you

This is to all the people on here that comment such nice things on my work.