Fel - Hello Poetry

Fel Jan 2014

I wish that you'd see
The deeper dark part of me
And not be frightened.

Fel Jan 2014

Sometimes I wonder
Whenever I'm thinking of you
If you ever think of me

And then I think
Well, that's preposterous!

There's no way that there is someone out there thinking of me

There's no way that someone dreams of me

There's no way that someone quietly whispers my name to themselves

There's no way that someone doodles my name on their notebooks

There's no way that someone goes to school just to see my face, my smile

There's no way that someone draws my name in the foggy bathroom mirror

There's no way that someone stays up thinking of conversations we could have

There's no way that someone is writing useless poems about me too

There's no way that someone gets ready everyday in an attempt to impress me

There's no way that someone finds me flawless

There's no way that someone could ever want a wreck such as myself.

*There's just no way

Fel Jan 2014

Hardships (part one)

Hardship.
After hardship.
After hardship.
After hardship.

...And why?
"This makes us stronger people,"
My mother always told me
With tears in her eyes

"God knows we need to
Improve something.
He is just giving us an opportunity
To make ourselves better."

And I sort of believe her.
Just a little bit.
Mainly I just think
That life likes to **** on us.

"Oh, your dad got a good job?
Nah, we can't have that.
Lets make it temporary.
This job will last 6 months."

This happens more often than not.
And it's crazy.
I don't know anyone else
Who has it like us.

And I'm not trying to say
That my problems are greater than yours
We all have hardships
They're all just different ones.

Some people have disabilities
Some people are suicidal
Some people abusive lovers, abusive fathers
No, I will not disregard these people

All I'm saying
Is I'm tired of this ****.
It gets real old
Real easily.

And it never seems to end.
Hardship.
After hardship,
After hardship.

Part one of two

Fel Jan 2014

Haiku no. 4

All of them in black
With their shiny gold buttons
And their big blue F

Fel Jan 2014

Haiku no. 3

Endurance is but
A state of mind that cannot
Be forced upon you

You have to work to endure.

Fel Jan 2014