I exist; morning oasis,
Counting down to the new year.
Insomnia hits.
All- Nighter.
Writing, reading until dawn.
I can't sleep, voices.
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I talk, I laugh,
why am I here, how did I become-
Darkness pools. Scars of light.
I rose into the earth.
: )
I'm fine, happy
what do you mean?
No, that really is me.
I pulled my teeth out.
: )
Have you seen loneliness? With dark circular eyes.
This red air smells sickeningly sweet.
Limbs over there, like my store bought lilies,
freshly cut.
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What is sad is this,
that you're forever happy,
forever right, forever free,
in the shadows,
beneath your sightless dreams
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