I'm not here to be your friend
I've just got a message to send

Remember the word
You said at night
I correctly heard
The lasting fight

Between you and me
Forever colliding
Concluding conflict
that ended fencing

Passion fruit
Kicked
with a steel toe boot

Red satin sheets
And undying weeds
Are just as lovely
As you are roughly

Tight grip
killing me
locked in
eternity

Now I'm free
But I'm caged in
Now you're gone
Some are waiting

Eagles fly
and humans die

Trains don't stop
if there's blood to mop

Holding the candle
feels like an anvil

Off the wagon
with the body I'm dragging

Get away from me
I'm all that I got
Long term apology
Not one I sought

I'm no good
It's my fault
All that I could
Locked in a vault

Open fire
Killing me
Open fire
Hot like tea

No part of you
Thinks of us
My point of view
I'm monstrous

Love me
Hate me

Let me in
let me in
I'm done waiting

Go away
Go away
What can I say

I'm washed up
and I'm a fool
I'm washed up
used like a tool

I still think that you are
My way to get back
and you are
Are the thing that I lack

Purebred
Royalty
Noting
The side of me

Avoid you
have no clue
Hello again
I'm a friend

Soaked eyes
dim light
I'm awake
Full of hate

Can you hear
Do you fear
The sound of
Endless love

Lately, I've just stopped caring because the favor was never returned to me.  What scares me is the boundaries of reality bashed in to my skull.  While you, you go beyond your imagination to create a world of color and illustrated illusions. Proving, once again, that you,not I, were better off in the first place.  The lesson I learned; People don't want your help.  They want your attention and half-assed give a crap attitude. They want you to listen and nothing more.

I've been driving all night long
To just hear your voice
This lonely highway
Has given me the choice
To end it all
But I'm gonna keep
I'm gonna keep on
I'm gonna drive through the wall

I'm not afraid of fire
But I'm afraid of getting burnt
Am I scared of the fire burning in my heart
Are you scared that the fire was in you from the start
I will cut down trees for you darling
But they will just grow back again

Love won't mess with me any more
Neither will you
Invade my mind with promises
It's the only thing I look forward to

There's a million pieces of us
They're sharp and dangerous

I don't know what love is
But I know what it's not

Im over here
Over there
I'm in the dark
Afraid of fear

Here I am
Let me lie here
On the maple
I'm incapable

Taking me
Taking you
Taking my little secret
Making a few more

Be a friend
Be better because I said so
Because I said no

I won't run away now
You can run away now
You can bask in the sun
You can wait alone there
I will wait for you here
I will wait with you there

I'm in my head
With my friend

I'm a bit happy
But you're a bit of fool

We are just people here
We just aren't special here

I'll just go and wait inside
While im feeling so confided
I will feel the oncoming tide
And it will feel like I've been invited

I still hate me sometimes
I tell myself I'm better
And everyone says I am
But  why do feel so awful

I think to myself

Let me be alone
Over the hilltop
Verging toward
Every last drop

Year has past
Only tonight
Unravel the last

Bitter taste I'll have
Ugly and broken
To understand the laugh

I tried to tell you

Can't fathom the word
Of course it's meaningless
Utterly ridiculous
Longing for comfort
During the hour of us

No one knows
On the nights I cried
The nights I lied

There in bed
Eyes wide open
Love me now
Leave me in bloodshed

Yellow light
Only over other
Useless poems

I'm tired of memories

So long I say
On the my last living day
Remember the last
Reply I gave
Your impression you made

Go on to bigger things
On to the next
On to the best
Don't look back

Because of me
You aren't yourself
Everything I know is gone you see

My favorite person
In the meantime
Keeps reminding me
Another day has past
You didnt see me
Looking at you
And you didn't finish the deed