The strange and unusual feeling you get,
When you see her, you won't get upset.
She makes your heart jet set,
The smile you would never forget.
The eyes that dazzles like the night sky,
The one that makes you feel shy,
Hoping your conversation goes on all night.
Never ending with a goodbye.
The voice that keeps you sane,
Puts your heart beat on the fast lane,
Ends all the suffering and pain.
The one that makes everyday not so plain.
The one that you'd give the world for,
Just because she's someone you really adore.
Never puts you in a bore,
Helps to ensure happiness in you restores.

However

Even though how much you love that girl,
You'll only be bothersome in her world,
You would only do more harm than good,
Her feelings you would've never understood,
It felt like it was fate,
You met your soulmate.
But she didn't
That was a fact that's imprint.
What's stopping you from all this.
Is how you make her ******.
You know she deserves better,
Someone to make her happier.
You know you can't fulfil that,
You're the reason's she's mad at.

I can see through your walls that you're hurting,
But I can't tell you I'm the reason you're breaking,
I'm sorry I put you in agony,
Putting you through tragedy,
Maybe some day when I see you again,
I would promise to explain,
Something you would never comprehend,
Or maybe we could just play pretend,
About how we were once in love,
Til next time when I see you from above.

You arrived with a bang,
Brought lights and colours,
Turned my world upside down,
Drained my eyes of tears,
Created muscles on my cheek,
And did surgeries on my heart.

But,

When you left, the colours dulled,
The lights switched off,
The tears kept on flowing,
The stitches in my heart reopened,
The smiles for you disappeared,
And the warm summer became cold.

We all had those dark gloomy days,
Just an ordinary and typical life's phase.

When I feel like I'm breaking down,
I put up and unusual frown.

When I feel like committing suicide
Because of what I held inside

When I thought about giving up
It was an obvious snub.

When I lost my sanity,
I could not see with clarity.

When life's a real pain in the ***,
The burden I carry is a heavy mass

But what kept me going,
Was knowing,

Here's a big clue,
It was you
The one and only reason why I'm sane,
You ended all the pain.
Even when I'm feeling blue
I would still love you