I love the very bottom of our playlist –
the place where new songs are added.
What is a song, if not a link between people?
And so I'm there, linking them all to us.

It’s funny.

You can share everything with someone,
and it won’t feel like much.
But even the smallest thing with someone special
can mean the world.

Ember in the breeze –
waking and longing.
Candle in the draft –
hoping and fighting.

Flame in the wind –
thriving and dancing.
Hellfire in the storm –
claiming and merging.

I sit in the shallows,
knee-deep in water.
The sea is calm
and I am restless —
a heart in the surf.

An unexpected wave
rolls over me,
undermines the sand.
For a moment I lose my breath,
for a moment I’m not sure
I can withstand it.

Then I feel the sun again.
Only salt and sand
remain on my skin.
I have you everywhere,
and I wait for the next wave.

I don’t really own my body with you.
When you say something kind,
it softens, and I feel at ease.
And when we descend into darkness,
everything inside me tightens.

I only really get to keep my mind –⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠
the final stronghold.
But it’s bleak in there too,
because on every single wall,
there’s a painting of you.

She doesn't need to feel
the weight of poems
on her already weakened body.

I want to give her space
so she doesn't feel smothered.

She makes a bad, bad prisoner.
I know that.
Yet I can't help
but dream of prisons
where it's just me and her.

I will walk to the end of the world
and find the harshest cliff on its edge.
I will enter the darkest, most hidden cave
and crawl through its narrow passages
until not even I can find a way out.

Then, in the deepest halls of earth,
where no one has ever been before me
and where no one will ever be after,
I will finally say what's on my heart,
what has burdened me for centuries.

I will whisper it softly at first,
then say it out loud.
And then I will scream it
until the ceiling starts to crumble.
Until it buries me with the thing
I had no one else to tell.

The draw, the pull, the quicksand,
the rope around
my neck, my ankle, my soul.
The cosmic powers
tearing me apart.

The pressure, the push,
the everclosing bear trap.
The hiding in a secret place
and then the screaming
until there is none.