I write these words
Arranged in different sentences
As they sit nicely
On the lines of a poem
So I can maybe make something
Out of the hell raging on
Inside my mind.

-e.w.

one minute
i hate your guts,
and the next
i'm hopelessly drowning
in those ocean blue eyes
and i know
that we never have a chance
because you have her
and she's so much better
than me
but sometimes,
for a few moments,
i love to think
that one day
you'll talk to me
like you used to
and we could help each other
heal our hearts
that are shattered in a
million pieces

-e.w.

you scare me
you scare me so ******* much
because when I think about you
I think about all the crazy things
I would do with
and for you

-e.w.

I'm sitting here
Listening to music,
Sitting outside
And enjoying
That for once,
I'm not worrying about anything

And I get to
Clear my mind
And not think
About anything
Except the stars
That hang,
Or float,
Or however they stay
In the tidal wave colored
Sky.

-e.w.

For the first time in awhile
I took a bath
And I went outside
And just sat there
For the first time
In a long time
And thought about
Everything
For the longest time

And it was the best feeling
In the whole world

-e.w.

I can't make my poems rhyme
Or flow
Like I wish I could
My brain just
Spits my thoughts out
Onto the empty paper
Like my brain is sick with all these thoughts
And this is the way to get better

I liked you
       But I know
           You don't like me too,
                                 But it's okay
                                    No one seems to
                                                     Anyway

-e.w.