I say goodbyes
Quite often
Because once someone
Enters into
My life
They seem to leave
As if
They were never
Here.

-e.w.

I hate you
So much
And it's
So hard
To pretend
Like I
Don't

Because every
Move you make,
Every word you
Say
I feel like
Either suffocating
You
Or maybe it would
Be easier
To just suffocate
Myself

Because you act
Perfect
When we all know
No one is
Perfect

Especially not
You.

-e.w.

there's
always
days
like
this
where
i
wish
i
didn't
exist.

-e.w.

I'm done.
And I know
I've said it
Over and over
But this time
I think
I mean it
Because I'm
Too stupid,
Too ugly,
Too broken,
And too
Done
To be here
Anymore.

-e.w.

I want you
So bad
But yet
I don't want
To ruin this
Like I do
Everything else.

-e.w.

I'm 15
And yet
I still cry
Like a baby
When we drive you
To the airport
For yet another
Business trip

And I remember
When I was
Just 9
And you
Went away
For a year
And it was like
A part of me
Was taken away

So now
Whenever you leave
I'm always afraid
You'll never come
Back.

-e.w.

I have this
Reaccuring dream
That you won't
Make it
To my wedding
Or even
My graduation
And it
Haunts me
Because I honestly
Don't think
I can make it
Without you

Because you're my
Favorite person
To talk to
And you're the man
That raised me

But with
All your
Diseases
Coursing through
Your heavy heart

And how you
Snore
Louder than
A cow
When you sleep.
And when
I was younger
I thought it was
Annoying and
Sleep depriving for me
But you told me,
Like it was
No big deal,
That one day
You may never
Wake up
Because the
Snoring means
That you can't breathe
When you sleep

And the
Doctors say
And you predict
You may not
Make it
Too much
Longer.

-e.w.