I only see
my worth
through the eyes
of men

i am so scared
you won't like how i've changed

you remind me
that were all
human

i'm sorry
i gave all my love away

It will always be me.

I bend over
and every inch of my spine
Comes together
Holding a body
That can barley be supported

Let me tell you
I’m so ******* hungry
I’m so angry
I’m so ******* tired

I felt so much
Comfort
In the Arms
That broke my heart

no matter how bad it hurts
i will give you my heart
over and
over and
over
again

i’m living the live i always wanted to live
yet i feel so empty

You have the whole world
in front of you

grow

to you
i will always be a missed opportunity

i bend over
and every inch of my spine
comes together
holding a body
that can barley be supported

i like when i look in the mirror
and my hip bones show

let me tell you
i’m so ******* hungry
i’m so angry
i’m so ******* tired

I put all my worth into the hands of people
that don't know me

i don't know who you are
i don't know the person you're becoming
i don't want to know the person you're becoming

please come back

i wish you knew your worth

Sometimes you need to
Take a step back and
ask yourself
How does this person benefit me

Allow yourself to feel,

just feel.

i’m so afraid
that letting you go
will be the biggest mistake of my life

skin on skin

i miss your touch

i watch the ducks
fly
into the sky
with bodies
so small
yet voices
so loud
oil feathers
in glistening water
joining together

here we are
together

you asked me why didn’t we do this earlier

i’ve been loving you forever
and you never knew

until now

I have learned to love myself
Without You
I deserve a
Standing ovation

flowers in her hand
in a silk dress
that slips over her shoulders with
grace
barefoot
running through fields
with delicacy
she is so free

girl
where are you going
come back to me-

she is too free

I may have out grown you
But my heart will always come back to you
I love you forever

I love you always

i can’t wait to
live the life i’ve always wanted
with you

i’m falling
for you

To the girl next door,
who knew
I would love you forever

it’s ok to out grow someone-

i’m glad you left

You used to be my sun
I needed you to grow

Now
I am my sun,
and I’ve outgrown you.

i’ve outgrown you.

imagine
what it feels like to find
the One

beautiful boy
i know your weren’t the One
but i still miss you every day
i’m lucky i got to love someone like you
thank you

I want to love you all night,
and again
In the morning

it felt like home
in your arms again

your hands touch my body
and play me
like the beautiful song
with rhythm
and sweet words
i was always meant to be

in a world that moves so fast
sometimes we need to slow down

I pushed you too far
You pushed for me
But you wouldn’t let me go down that path any longer
I thought you failed me
You only did it out of love
I got sick
You were unable to fight it off
You weren't weak
You didn’t have another choice
You fainted
Hands that saw your true beauty that I couldn’t see caught you.
Dad caught you.
You became frail
You became pale
Doctors saw illness
Needles pricked in you
Tests were taken

But I saw beauty
That still needed “more” progress

I will not let myself go down that path again

Thank you
You taught me love
You taught me acceptance
You taught me that eating is a form of self respect
I want to grow with you

I love you

I find you-
in everything i see

Two hearts broke tonight.
Yours,

But, you shattered
Mine.

Because of You-
I belong among the wild flowers

dance through
the hard times
i’ll dance with you

I love when
The sea air
Dances with your hair

You are so beautiful

relationships are like bridges.

don’t burn bridges
even if they are less traveled

don’t burn bridges
even if they have failed you

Rebuild the ones that were once traveled greatly
or
Let them become Overgrown
Let them become Vacant.

keep your Integrity.

Stripped
you threw me into the Lions Den
and I tamed the Beasts

make love to me
under the rain

your soft skin
against mine

i love you eternally