I did not know you
Child of God
Maybe if I had you wouldnt
Believe you were flawed

In and out
People weave through our lives
Every move is judged
Every word analyzed

I do not know why
You ended your time on earth
Life is small and fragile
From death to birth

I pray all your pain
Has been taken away
I know they say you go to Hell
I have a different story to say

So young and innocent
God's child indeed
You did no crime
Not selfish nor greed

God loves all his children
Forgets all their sins
Is your action even a sin at all?
Your tolerance for ******* was just thin

Hell is a place
Where go the cynical humans
The ones with no remnorse
No sorrow, their mind in ruins

Heaven is for the soul
Who only wished for the pain to stop
A eternity of bliss
Your life on earth was just a drop

Soft and supple lips
Every curve a brand new thrill
His arms embrace me

Rough hands on soft skin
Cheek to cheek and lash to lash
His chest hard and warm

Our breathing is one
Beats that drive the body, one
Opposites collide

Over text
Again
You broke my heart
Again

But hey!
What's new

I feel sick
To my core
I am sorry for the pain
I made you endure

But if grey skies
And a happy sun
Come together
To be one

The beautiful sun
Won't shine like it can
The sun has potential
It has a plan

These grey dark skies
Are weighing you down
So push them away
Without a sound

This is why
I let you go
You are a sun
You need to show

Show the world
Your colors true
Make the skies
Oh so blue

I let you go
Because I see
It is the blue skies
That will set you free

I cannot make you happy
I am too grey
You need to find a blue patch
To make your day

This is not a final goodbye
Even the sun
Needs a little rain
To take away the pain

So with these words
I say goodbye
We will see each other though
Please don't cry

A pet cemetery
You will find in yard
It lays there dead
The ground frozen hard

First a feline friend
And then my Angel Puppy
Now my baby boy Oreo
Have been ripped away

I regret not showing you
How special you were
Now my Angel Kitty
Is in heaven to purr

You were large
With ears like a satellite
I loved to cuddle
With you at night

But my bed is now cold
Empty where you laid
I hope you are happy
With the life we made

I had her
In my arms
Keeping her under my wing
Away from the words harm

I guess I did not
Hold her tight enough
She was ripped violently away
I thought I was tough

It turns out I am
Nothing but a child
A coward, shadow of a sister
My courage is mild

I watched her scream
As I tried to find
I felt my eyes burn
And throat tighten inside

They striped her away
She was kind and brave
She died for us
So we will not be slaves

Now I live
Moved on with my life
I tell my children
Of a rose cut by a knife

Dead and numb
I wake every morning
But you my darling
Awake with open eyes

After all this pain
You still love the world
You are still thoughtful
Precious and kind

Through all our trials
And tribulations
One thing has remained
A constant in my life

And that is you

Just like the sand in
An hour glass
Running in
And out

Never going anywhere
Sounds just tedious to me

I dont want to be sand
In an hour glass
I wanna be free
I want to be me

And what about
The clock without its hands
It still ticks
In the drawer

Broken, rusty
Never used any more

I dont want to be
Put in a drawer
Away, to be forgotten
I wanna have a legacy

I wanna be remembered
So dont forget me

What about the dusty
Books that sit on this shelf
Have you forgotten
Them also

Pages filled of dreams
Wishes, prayers, and imagination
Did you forget them too?

Well dont forget me
And my legacy
Remember me
Dont forget me

They say that
Money makes the world go round

It's nights like these
That make me wish it simply
Didn't.

Deep thoughts
Fill her head
She wishes to share
But no one listens

The boy wants to say
To his love
I love you
But he doesn't listen

The dog howles
He is in pain
In the middle of the night
But the neighbors don't listen

The old house groans
Protests the people
The furniture too
But the people don't listen

The girl slits her wrists
Gives up on her life
Falls into an abyss
Because nobody listened

The boy told his love
His love laughed
Called him ***
Because his love did no listen

The dog lies dying
Still whinnying
Wanting to be loved
Because the neighbors did not listen

The house is tired
With holes and broken wood
Abandoned and forgotten
The people did not listen

So listen

"Why can't I touch the sun?"
Asked the girl one day
"We have gone to the moon and mars
Have other planets lead us astray?"

"Well you see little girl
The sun is too hot for us to handle
If we go near it we burn
Like if you touch a candle"

She frowned and looked down
Wondering how this could be
"How could something hurt you
If it holds so much beauty?"

"Well it's like a shark you see
Wonderful creatures who rule the deep
But if you get too close
Snap! Your arms gone and you weep"

"Roses are beautiful right?"
"Yes a lovely plant that smells so sweet"
"But they have thorns and we pick them"
"We cut them off we sorta cheat"

"Then why can't we cheat our way to the sun?
We cheat on everything else in life
Why not now why not then
We dig our way through with a knife"

I stopped and stared at the ground
Realizing I was going no where
Talking to this odd girl
With the jet black hair

"You're right 
We should trick the sun
Make him let us in
Be the number one

But you see touching the sun
Is like a far away dream
We wish is was real
It's not as simple as is seems

We can never touch that dream
No matter how much we pray
So you see little girl
It is impossible to touch a golden ray"

This girl with the jet black hair
Walked away off the play ground
I never saw her again
She was never able to be found

Flyers were hung everywhere
Saying "have you seen this girl"
The news reported her story
About this girl who was pearl

Six months later
In the river she was discovered
Her body found
Her soul not recovered

So the little girl
With the jet black hair
Is touching the golden rays
Way up there