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Jan 2013 · 372
Tears of Stone
Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
Tears of stone
She sheds tonight
In the middle of darkness
Alone and in fright

We laugh at her
We do not know
When the moon goes up
Her blood drips low

Hanging thereĀ 
Like a decorationĀ 
Her next breath
An anticipation

But she stops breathing
Stops crying herself to sleep
Stops hurting
She does not weep

Now she is gone
We all feel ashamed
That we didn't see
We are all to blame

Those tears of stone
Were never shed again
For her body is drained of fluids
So good night and Amen
Dec 2012 · 2.0k
Angel Eyes
Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012
Angel eyes
Watching me closely
Every move, that I make
Angel eyes
Watching my breath tonight
Oh my angel, watch me sleep

Cause your my angel
My ever loving angel
That will never change
Be my breath tonight

Angel wings
Embracing me
Closure to my aching heart
Angel wings
Shielding me
From my bad past, behind

Cause your my angel
My ever loving angel
That will never change
Be my breath tonight

And every time I fall
You will catch me
And every time I break
You'll put me back together
Every time I cry
You will whipe a way my tears
Oh angel, my angel

Cause your my angel
My ever loving angel
That will never change
Be my breath for life
This is actually a song.
Dec 2012 · 395
Forgive Me?
Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012
Pain, consuming
But the fire is warm
So I might as well stay
In my own lightning storm

Yes I burn
But I burn for you
There is nothngi left to say
Nothing left to do

Besides try to let go
And move into the light
But I am so scared
Burning, blazing, so bright

Maybe if I jump out
As quickly as I can
Maybe the impossible is possible
Maybe, if I ran...

Ran far away
From my fire and flame
Awazy from my hurt
Stop playing this game

But life is a game
And I am just one broken piece
No super glue can fix me
So I wait for the hurt to cease

What if it never does
What if it never halts
What do I do then
When I know its all my fault

I am sorry for what I did
But I promise to play nice
I know I was bad
Skating on already thin ice

But maybe if you give me
Another chance at love
I will be better
Better and way above

Above all the rest
Because third times a charm
I will always love you
Not cause you any harm...
Dec 2012 · 325
Lies Filled My Heart
Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012
I love you so much
I ignored your                    lies
I just looked for a love
That wasnt there

But now my head hurts
It is                                    filled
With pain
And anger

Over flowing
And                                   my
Head is punding
With hate

My sould is hurting
And my poor                      heart
Is aching
I just want to let go

I want to fall
Fall deep inside,                 to
A peaceful place
Like a heaven

I am running to it
Its                                      the
Only thing I have
Left to hope for

I just have to hope
Faith overflowing to the    brim
And I will make it
I promise
Dec 2012 · 483
The Music
Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012
That tingling momment
When the
Music starts
And your heart

Beats faster
And faster
It never
Quite stops

When the
Goosebumps
Run all
Down your arms

That feeling
Of alarm and
Your spine stiffins
And your whole body listens

When you feel
Right with the world
And eveything just
Clicks

When tears form
At your eye
Your body leaks
And cries

Pain and happiness
Love and hate
That burning yearning feeling
Like fish and the bait

You cannot describe
The love for this
Music is life
Something you cannot miss
Blue October baby.
Dec 2012 · 352
Pink Scars
Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012
Oh little
Pink scars
Long and short
Lace my arms

Where they came from
I cant say
If I do
You might run away

You tell me I shouldn't
But you cant understand
This is my problem
You cant hold my hand

I have little pink scares
White ones too
They cover my body
Old and new
Dec 2012 · 393
Dear Friend
Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012
Your lies
Wrap around
You
And it becomes
Harder to tell
The truth

You tell her
One thing
Tell me
Another
Tell the whole
World your lies

Fine lines
Are drawn
And feelings
Are hurt
I cant
Say why

But you I
Am finished
With
I cant handle you
And you selfish
Lies

No more
Than I can
Handle
A hot iron
Burning into
My thin paper skin

And I am
Sorry for you
Pity I feel
Because you life
Is wasted away
On lies

The truth can come
Easy
If you know how
To say it right
But you
My dear friend

You have soiled
My trust In
You
To gain it back
Would be
Absurd

So my
Dear friend
Please know this
I am leaving you
There are better things
In life than
*This
For you, Ryan Ethrington. For you...
Dec 2012 · 651
The Mark of Boys
Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012
Boys will be boys
Or that is what they say
Boys will be boys
And it will stay that way

Well I am bored of boys
Their emotions are poisen
It seeps into your pores
It makes you broken

Go ahead an laugh
Say that wont be you
We all know who you truely are
You do not have a clue

Boys are trouble
Hiding in the dark
When you least expect it
They leave their ***** mark

They mark with pride
With shallow boasting smiles
It taste bitter sweet
A revoulting bile

Boys will be boys
Or that is what they say
Boys will be boys
And it will stay that way
Boys are repulsive.
Sep 2012 · 482
Cirlces
Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012
He doesnt talk
But oh,
What does he think

Does he walk
In cirlces
Around his
head

Circles and circles
Confusion
Plays with the
Mind

Inside is he
Screaming,
Thinking,
Dreaming

And wishing
To be nothing
To not be
Alive

Circles and circles
Spinning all around
Dizziness hurts the heart

Cloudy thoughts
Restless days
No one wants to
Play

I will play
With you
You poor
Boy

Together in
The rain
Dancing and being
Free
Sep 2012 · 2.0k
Angel Puppy
Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012
You were my brother
You were my friend
I was with you
To the ****** end

You were my comfort
You were my shelter
So sweet
My family's helper

You left so soon
Violently and fast
Those hugs and those kisses
Those were your last

Good bye angel puppy
Good bye best friend
I hope you were happy
In the end
This poem is for my first ever dog. Its hard to describe a loss. I have never lost someone close to me, and it might sound silly to some to be so broken after loosing an animal, bu he was not just an animal. He was my best friend. He was a part of my life every day. He is my Angel Puppy. He will be missed.
Sep 2012 · 2.2k
Angel Puppy
Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012
You were my brother
You were my friend
I was with you
To the ****** end

You were my comfort
You were my shelter
So sweet
My family's helper

You left so soon
Violently and fast
Those hugs and those kisses
Those were your last

Good bye angel puppy
Good bye best friend
I hope you were happy
In the end
This poem is for my first ever dog. Its hard to describe a loss. I have never lost someone close to me, and it might sound silly to some to be so broken after loosing an animal, bu he was not just an animal. He was my best friend. He was a part of my life every day. He is my Angel Puppy. He will be missed.
Sep 2012 · 728
Good Bye
Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012
I gave you all
That I could
It wasnt enough
Never would

So I keep
My head held high
As I whisper
Good bye

The path I walk
Is winding down
Farther it goes
Into the ground

And I hope that
Someday you will see
That you belong
Right here with me

Its a tug of war
With the mistakes you make
And the promises
That you break

I gave up
On childish things
Silly hopes
Messed up dreams

Long ago, I let go
Of these thoughts
Now its not cold
It is hot

I finally feel
Warmer without you
So good bye
My words ring true
Sep 2012 · 266
Forever
Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012
I meet you
In the middle
Of September
How could I not remember
That smile of yours

You said that
It wouldnt last forever
But now
Im wishing somehow

It would...
Jul 2012 · 577
What I Wish
Ellyn k Thaiden Jul 2012
Hurt numbs the heart
Makes it cold
Makes it almost
Unbearable to hold

I just want
Some one to love
Thats all I ask for
When push comes to shove

For a partner
For a friend
For a lover
To love me to the end

We dont always
Receive what we wish
But could there be an exception
To this painful bliss

I want to hold your hand
I want to hug you tight
I want to shower you
With delight

I look forward
To this day
When we can kiss
Love and lay

Calm the rivers
Calm the tides
Calm the ocean
Hope they all abide

To the words
On my lips
Dripping off
My finger tips

All I want
Is a lover
I want a passion
That will burn brighter

Brighter than
All the suns
Shine down your love
Never to be done

Without love
We are wild
Survival is key
Hate is mild

So take these words
Take them to heart
Our love is just
About to start

June 28, 2012
By Kaitlyn Henle

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