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Ellyn k Thaiden Nov 2013
I did not forget you
I didn't not leave you
I did not abandon you
I did not tease you

It your memory that has faded
It's you that walked away
You were the one to leave
And hold your love up in the air

You made me reach for it
You made me stretch
And no matter how hard I tried
I couldn't grasp it

So don't point your finger
At me anymore
I'm finally putting myself first
And I'm walking out our door
Ellyn k Thaiden Nov 2013
Love is patient
Love is kind
I think love
Should also be blind

It shouldn't matter your gender
It shouldn't matter your race
It shouldn't matter your class
The fact that it does is a disgrace

If you take a glance
At the world as it spins
These start to matter less
As the change begins

Your gender shouldn't matter
Or your ****** orientation
The color of the skin
There shouldn't be discrimination

Whether you're a boy
Who loved a girl
Or a boy who loved a boy
Or some other type of gender swirl

So let love do
It's own little thing
And see what a blinded bliss
Can easily bring
Ellyn k Thaiden Nov 2013
Today I found a song
It had my name
Not the exact spelling
But it's all the same

I use to wonder what it
Would feel like to
Be sung about
Don't you?

I wonder if someone
Thinks of me
As the song sings
A beautiful melancholy

Do you still think
Of me this way
Every night
Every day

Because even though the
Song is singing my name
This is how I feel
My emotions not tame

Don't forget me
Miserable At Best.
Ellyn k Thaiden Nov 2013
I could be better,
But I am better
Than it could be
That's enough for me

For the moment being
A moment I hold close
I don't want to let go
But I'm stuck in comatose  

I refuse to face reality
I run and hide
Because around ever corner
I see what I don't want to inside

I see the monster
I see the ghoul
I see a young girl
Who broke all her rules

And at the end of the day
I cant change my ways
Repetition is a curse
Repeating things in a haze

My head has become
Detrimental to my health
My own enemy
She steals my happiness with stealth

This monster that I've become
Is not what I want to be
I'm trying hard to
Fix my destiny

But the clock is ticking
My precious time trickling away
Slipping through the hands
Who made me this way

So I guess this is
My farewell note
I'm going to **** my monster
This is the last letter she wrote
Ellyn k Thaiden Nov 2013
You're yellow
I'm sorry
But that's just what
You are

You could try to be
Indigo
Scarlet
Vermilion

But you are
Daisy instead
That's okay
Even if others don't think so

So paint with your colors
Fly and show them, proudly
Don't try to be different
Because when you do

That's when you loose yourself
Ellyn k Thaiden Nov 2013
"I'm sorry for
Abusing you through
The entirety of the
Relationship, my bad"

"I'm sorry for *******
Up your whole
Family's life
My bad"

"I'm sorry for
Rapping you
The other night
My bad"

Apologies don't fix
Every mistake
No matter how sorry
You are
Ellyn k Thaiden Nov 2013
You walk
I walk

You smile
I'll smile right back

You leave this world
You leave this earth
You leave me alone

I promise you
I will follow
Right behind
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