Yes I really like you
Yes, I would **** for a kiss
But I don't think think the feeling
Is mutual

I'm fine with just being your friend
Yes, it does ****
But yes
I do need you here

Friend or not

I had no idea
Why we clicked
Snapped right into place
But we hit

And when we collided
My thoughts, memories
Feelings and pent up aggressions
Knocked out, jumbled my sentries

That were protecting the words
From escaping my lips
But I've set them free
Past my finger tips

Unto your hands
Your long fingers, cold
I hope that you keep my secrets
Till you are weary and old

My dear friend
Who I've burdened with so much trust
Please understand my words
Don't let my stories rust

A feeling this strong
A lust and dream
This persistent Thought
In my head and heavy heart

Must be mutual
You must feel something
Anything?
Oh, okay, only my imagination
And high, irrational hopes again

I'm confused
Because yes, she is sweet
And yes, my heart likes her
And my brain tells me I should

But today something happened

The only place I've slightly conveyed
My issues and my problems whole
Is this website here
This is my diary for strangers far and near

But today you got me talking
As we we're driving
You we're so inviting
I lent my secrets to you

Only time will tell
If this secret sharing
Was a mistake
Or the best choice yet

I've just met you
But talking to you
Makes my heart flutter
And we're only on day two

Our conversations feel
Like they are crammed together
Making up for years
Of worn out life, like leather

Your voice hits me hard
Affects my vocal strands
Makes me stutter and fumble
Sweaty and cold hands

Being friends with someone
Who listens but doesn't pity
Who doesn't judge or make assumptions
Who likes me for me

Is a shock to the system
A feeling foreign to me
I hope our friendship can blossom and further
Turn into a wild tree

Maybe we can be
For than "just friends" some day
But for now, friendship is new and magical
I wouldn't have it any other way

No*
Me being pansexual
Has nothing to do with
Greed or confusion

It is simply me
And who I am
Making a statement
That shouldn't have to be made

Love is blind*
Not black or white
Not male or female
Or somebody in between

It is not simply a boy
And a girl
Love is universal
Love is everywhere

And if I still am having
To make this statement
And people still don't understand
I will keep making this statement

Till the world fully understand *love