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Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
I believe in you God
Oh loving and powerful
But the Bible feels wrong
It feels shameful

I wouldn't say I'm atheist
Because I believe in the One
But I wouldn't say I'm Christian
Though I do believe in his son

I'm confused on where I stand
Or if I even do
But through all the confusion
I still believe in the one and only you
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
One and only one
All I need is one more
Red line of beauty on my skin
Then I'll be complete

I tell myself one
And one turns into four
Which turns into seven
Then we end with twelve

It helps and makes me heal
The cold metal caressing my skin
Almost a burn
And one turns into twelve
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Oh captain, captain
Have you looked around
We have a problem
I think we need to slow down

I've noticed how you
Don't show your gentle side
You keep it tight
Tucked neatly inside

Let's tug a little
At the loose ends popping out
Let's try to show the word
What you're really about

You might act tough
But truly you're dying to cry
Let your lies and demons out
All your past, traumatize

In the end you have
The raw being I love
You have my favorite person
Who fits me like a glove
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Jealousy finds me
Easier than most

But I am loyal
To the very end

And I might have
Paranoia of you liking others

It's just that I don't want
To lose you

Yes, I don't show my
Jealousy or paranoia
I keep it on the inside
So to not upset you

I'm sorry for not always
Talking of my feelings
I just don't want to loose you
Because I'm crazy
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
I don't need it
I don't need to
I'm grinning ear to ear
While she doesn't have a clue

That I need the cut
I need that slice
I am happy, I promise
but happy comes with a price

I'm craving the metal
Pressing into my skin
The cool of steel
The endorphins that win

I resist the urge
Just for one and one alone
Please don't leave me tonight
Or I'll dig to the bone
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Let's press the pause
And open your eyes
Look around the world
At the truth and the lies

You say I can't love
The one I want
Majority rules
You taunt

But world, you're changing
And judging love is less
In some countries loving the same ***
Means you're both blessed

I did not choose this
But now I don't mind
I would do it all over again
With her right behind

I tried to find the dream man
The one tv tells us is right
The one society says
Because it's all black and white

But I can testify
The world had shades of grey
She proves this to me
Every **** day

But grey is so bland
Let's be rainbow
Bright purple colors
We'll proudly show

Press the pause
Not the rewind
Don't you dare touch the stop
And back in motion you'll find

That love
Is universal
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
I can't help but
Let the tone of
My voice change
As I wink, with love

My eyes glimpse at
A beautiful person
And my heart flutters
The world spins, in motion

Your subtle curves
Long body, thin
Your long but precise fingers
Let rest your chin

You lean into me
And your smell is intoxicatingly sweet
Your smile fragile
Your body radiating heat

You swing my way
And I'll meet you half way there
As your body draws into me
I attempt to show I care

People may stare when
We hold hand in hand
I stopped caring a while ago
This is our land

So let's kiss in public like normal
Let's talk sweet and sentimental
Because a girl and a girl can love
More than the judgmental
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