You said something
To a friend of mine
You thought thy wouldn't tell
You were so wrong

"No wonder she is with a girl now
She did a terrible job
At ******* My ****"
Really boy?

You shared something personnel
Something that should not have been shared
How would your girl friend feel about this?
You have been with her for a while

Well, she knows now
But not truly
Guess you didn't think I had ears or a brain
Wrong

You are so wrong

I bet I could fly
If I willed my body enough
That means I could escape from here
But life would be tough

In a dream I had
I had feathered wings of snow
I kept trying to take off
Every time my stomach sank low

You know that feeling your middle endures
When falling back to land
Or when on a roller coaster
With your face in your hands

When I took off
My stomach felt this way
I felt the drop in real life
Though I thought the feeling in my dreams would stay

Pain when stabbed
Is as real as it gets
Kissing a girl
Ties me in knots

I thought the emotions
And physical elements of it all
Would stay in my dreams
But they won't at all

I wake up scared
Alone and in pain
Because my dreams are real to me
My mind is not sane

I don't want to sleep
For fear of the after math
What use to be my escape
Is now the scariest Path

My body whispers
To my head now
It is time for shut eye
If the head will allow

My head says no politely
It would rather stay up all night
Thinking of every mistake I have made
Every foolish fight

Or how life is so short
And we are only gifted with so little
Our body grows old and our souls tired
The bones ache and become brittle

All unfair events
That are out of our hands
Plays though my head
And my heart does not understand

I stay awake and cry at night
Because my brain puts up a fight
With my body out of spite
Because my brain tells everyone 'it's alright'

Nothing is right
My life feels out of control
I feel like I am having a midlife crises
Though I am only sixteen years old

After my brain battles my body
Over control of the dark
It is worn and weathered
With it's several marks

The brain whispers back
'I am done for a few days
You may sleep for now'
It says in a craze

So I can now sleep
Because my brain is worn down
Though the cycle with soon repeat
Everything is alright for now

If you're having male problems
I feel bad for ya ***
I've got 99 problems
But a **** ain't one

I've not a care in the world
Not change in my pocket
My house is a wreck
Left my keys in my car after I locked it

Got a dad who screams
And a mom who fights
Have a friend who's pregnant
And a dog that bites

But what I don't got
To deal with at night
Is a man begging me please
And grabbing me tight

If you're having male problems
I feel bad for ya ***
I've got 99 problems
But a **** ain't one