I feel so                                                                      distant
Form where I once called home
My heart is lonely
I did that on my own

I cannot tell where I came                                       from
I do not remember my old life
If I did I might try harder
Steer from the perfect knife

The world is cold and                                             the
People are colder
No one will lend
There frozen shoulders

I am loosing my                                                    mind
Falling up from sanity
The world I thought I knew
Is not a reality

The cute Christian girl
Was begging you please
With a wicked smile on her face
She was down on her knees

No she wasn't prayin
But she was in the prayer position
Got a rockin hot ***
She was on a mission

To see if there's a center
To that old tootsie pop
She's a moanin and a groanin
She's getting to the top

That good Christian girl
Gave me all she could
She's the pastor's daughter
But she ain't too good
And she swings her hips
Nice slow and steady
She dips down low
When she's good and ready
That pole she spins on
Is how she gets her pay
She is still waiting
To see the day
When she can get out of here

Binding and Birthing
Bliss and Blasphemy
Breaking and *******
Breathing in a new

An ignorant life

Apathy and Abortions
Addictions and angry rage
Anchors holding us down
Animal inside us coming out

A fake world

Star Wars and Minecraft
Oh darling I wont forget
Soul Eater and fried PO-TA-TOES
My face will not let

My smile go away
And my stomach keeps on to churn
My heart beats fast
With every turn

I hope our nerd days
Never end
I am glad we can
Be soul friends

Writing a story
Feels like playing
The piano
Stroking the keys thoughtfully

Loosing yourself
In the music
Of the clicks
And the story in your head

Your soul pours out
Into the type writer
Like your soul pours out
Into the chords

And when you are finished
You sigh and close your eyes
Elated to stroke the last key
To finish both stories

By myself 
I walk this path
Broken and torn
By Gods pure wrath

Have he any mercy
I'll make it through

If hell is a place
Then I'm going there
I will find my way
Fair is fair

But you don't really care
Now do you

Well that is fine
I'll find my own
Running through
These catacombs 

That's a nice way
Of putting it

Hold me tight
All through the night
I'll leave on the lights
I'm the first one home

This place is not
A place at all
It's dusty and forgotten
A mangy animal

But you don't really care
Now do you

You just want to escape
Leave us all behind
You've lost yourself
Your eyes are blind

Have you any mercy
I'll make it through

Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah
Hallelujah.