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Ellyn k Thaiden Mar 2013
I want to breathe
You all into me
To enjoy your mind
Like ecstasy

My body quivers
Shivers and quakes
My chest it trembles
My soul it wakes

It yawns and sighs
Happy to be held
In your embrace
Our bodies meld

I can't get close enough
To your sweet smell
Of incense and man
I wish to dwell

Inside your soul
Inside your mind
A love pure love
A love so blind
Ellyn k Thaiden Mar 2013
You command my soul
To feel like this
With your own
Love is a *****
Ellyn k Thaiden Mar 2013
I am afraid to dream
For what it brings
Is frightening things
A ballad they sing

My dreams are filled
Of Empty boats
Pianos missing keys
Dead dry leaves

Children with their faces
Sullen and hungry
Bodies lay around
A morbid company

An unfinished scale
Someone plays in the distance
Minor and old
A strong resonance

The choirs clash
When they sing
In my mind
They do ring

The orchestra is
Out of tune
My ear drums
Will explode soon

The ensemble
Is out of place
Of the beat
In this case

I cannot take
The sound they make
It feels like
My soul they take

And then I awake
From my dream
Away from all
The hell they bring
Ellyn k Thaiden Mar 2013
I feel sick
To my core
I am sorry for the pain
I made you endure

But if grey skies
And a happy sun
Come together
To be one

The beautiful sun
Won't shine like it can
The sun has potential
It has a plan

These grey dark skies
Are weighing you down
So push them away
Without a sound

This is why
I let you go
You are a sun
You need to show

Show the world
Your colors true
Make the skies
Oh so blue

I let you go
Because I see
It is the blue skies
That will set you free

I cannot make you happy
I am too grey
You need to find a blue patch
To make your day

This is not a final goodbye
Even the sun
Needs a little rain
To take away the pain

So with these words
I say goodbye
We will see each other though
Please don't cry
Im sorry Hailey. You deserve better. Someone who will devote themselves to you. But that person is not me. Go find your patch of blue skies.
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
I hate it when you say
That "it's just a phase"
Or "don't worry hunny,
Soon it will go away"

But oh mother deary
What you cannot see
Is that I've been attracted
Since year three

You can deny the fact
That boys are not my thing
My interstate is somewhere else
No bad intentions is what I bring

Or you can accept
You daughter likes the girls
That this is who she is
And she is not going to change

So mother can't you see
Open up your eyes
I am changing for no one
This is my life
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
I feel my time
Is coming to an end
The light in the tunnel
Is around the bend

I don't know why
Or how I know
I just know
My life hangs low

Everything around me
Is dying quickly
So I must be next
These thoughts are sickly

But still I know
My life is going to be
Cut shorter than the rest
Then I will be free
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
I cannot take more sadness
I cannot take more pain
My soul is full of these emotions
Like a burning acid rain

I will these feelings to stop
But they do not know the definition
I try to make through the day
With my little amount of ambition

I cannot fathom
Why this happened to you
God knows I cannot live
Without you too
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