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Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
Your place in our bed
Is chilled and worn down
These restless fits own me
In these blankets I drown

My fingers travel the bed
Searching for your coat
Smooth and black
Then tightens my throat

I cannot take in breathe
I cannot sleep at night
I fumble in a sea of blankets
Hoping I just might

Might find your body
Fragile and small
In this sea of blankets
It is where I lost it all
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
A pet cemetery
You will find in yard
It lays there dead
The ground frozen hard

First a feline friend
And then my Angel Puppy
Now my baby boy Oreo
Have been ripped away

I regret not showing you
How special you were
Now my Angel Kitty
Is in heaven to purr

You were large
With ears like a satellite
I loved to cuddle
With you at night

But my bed is now cold
Empty where you laid
I hope you are happy
With the life we made
My cat got hit by a car. My dog was hit in Sept. I wrote a peom on that called Angel Puppy.
I feel numb. I had that neurotic cat for seven years. He was not just a cat. He did tricks and was sneaky and cunning. Quick and had a lick of sense in him.
He was my best friend.
I will miss you.
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
You are always busy
Never time for me
We dont talk anymore
Like a third degree

I feel burned all
All jaded and hurt
I cant describe
How I feel like dirt

This one is for
The one who ignores me
When I am right
In front of your face
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
Those white laced lines
Are back again
Greeting me
Like an old friend

Pink and red
They stain my wrists
I cannot help it
The scars turn and twist

They did not like
Being locked up tight
Alone and banging
At my brain in the night

"Just one more"
I tell my hands
But my body does not
Understand

It wants to slice
Twenty more I tried
Until I am ******
Used up and dried

So those little pink scars
Are back to haunt
The razor blades
Are back to taunt
A sort of part two to Pink Scares. They're back darlings.
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
A happy smile
A happy Life
A hidden soul
A rusty knife

I might seem happy
Its hard to say
Like you are
"No, not that way"

But words are weapons
They are deadly things
Wield the wrong one
See what it brings

The cold heart aches
For skies blue
Will you listen
What will you do

Will you run
Far away
Things are sketchy
Hard to say

Fill in the blanks
Erase the bad
Dont think about it
About what you had

Ignoring all
Those hate filled words
It is nothing
They are absurd

So walk away
there are two paths to take
At this point
Make it or break

Break my body
Tear at my heart
You wont let go
Wont let it start
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
Hey foolish one
Why dont you sit down for a while
Why is it that you
Never smile

Look up at the sky
And just have some fun
Watching the clouds
Pass by you

Dont you ever think
Of flying in those clouds
Avoiding all the crowds
And just pray for the best

Let your soul fly free
Let yourself be you
Look up, and around
A world so knew
Let yourself be you
In those clouds

Lift your wings high
Dont be afraid
Let yourself drop
And trust in Him to catch you
A song. Unfinished. Duh.
Ellyn k Thaiden Feb 2013
I am the best painter
I sing with the most tempting voice
I am the worthy person
You can call your friend

I don't live in fear
Of being told no
Because everyone has their
Own opinions

To me I the best
At everything I do
Because I try my hardest
In all my work

Life should be fun
Not lived doubtful and timid
So open up your skull
And look at yourself

You are the best you can be
Which means you are the best
In a matter if opinion
Don't let anyone tell you different
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