Your beauty within wasn’t at all what I expected
The winds blow so freshly cool as the season change once more
The air smells as though the world is anew but within is thunder and rain
Thunder and rain I named the tulips in my room
Darkness a stepping stone into the unknown
Certainty lies in the wind
Hope lies on the floor
The wind blows and hope flies
The motions of life takes on
Beauty within beauty without

When I tell you I love you
It has the weight of the world with it
When I tell you I love you
Best believe it ain't no feather landing on water

When i tell you I love you
Don't take it as a grain of salt
When I tell you I love you
Its like a blue whale landing on water

When I tell you I love you
Its not a mall during the covid-19 pandemic
When I tell you I love you
Its worth more than gold

When I tell you I love you
It has worth. It has meaning.
Nothing but that... I love you.

It's okay not to be okay. There's progress in that.

There's a huge disparity:

Of how my life used to be and how it is now.

Of how I thought it would be and how it is now.

Of how I dreamt it to be and how it is now.

Of how I expected it to be and how it is now.

My heart calls out your name
Since youve left I've been in pain
Its not all in vain
It ain't no game

I miss you
But I'm gonna let it pass through
I'm gonna stand tall like a bamboo
But I remember you
when I see a barbeque
Forgive me but I have failed you

Don't get me wrong
I've been a ping-pong
lifelong
I see us playing mahjong

But i know it can't be
I should flea
I've been screaming a plea
"please come back to me"