You said that loved me
But do you love me?
How can you love me when you don't even know me
You only knew me for such a short time
You only knew my pretty side
You didn't know that I can get so difficult
You didn't know that sometimes I get so afraid
You didn't know that I like dancing around by myself
You didn't know that I'm scared of heights
There's so much you didn't know about me
And yet you went and said that word
But, you could only love me if you had met my dark
And I was too afraid to show you anything but light
I was too afraid you'd run away after seeing how bad I get sometimes
I was too afraid you would run away after hearing the things I sometimes say
I was too afraid, too afraid...
You love the mask that I wore, that's what you love
But that's not really me
You're in love with what I pretend to be
Not how I really am
Not the horribly imperfect person that I am
Just the perfect girl I wish I was