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 Jul 2013 Elise
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I was fine, for what seemed like weeks
But today, I lost my cool
I felt so weak
And then you told me...

''Go and die, you don't need to be alive,
have fun on the other side
''

Do you even realise
How much strength it takes
To not put a blade to my wrist
Or to not put a gun to my head..

Words **** people every day
It doesn't matter if you didn't mean it
The words you said, could have made someone bleed
It could have left a person dead
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Elise
LJ Chaplin
Loathing
 Jul 2013 Elise
LJ Chaplin
Swimming against a current so much stronger than I am,
Battling my way through the waves,
But it's becoming harder to breathe,
Harder to think,
And I find myself drowning,
Sinking further and further
Into the unknown,
Floating endlessly into the abyss,
My body slamming into
Shipwreck insecurities,
Fossilised memories,
Trapped pain in rotting chests.

All because of one tiny detail about myself that I loathe,
Loathing so much deeper than the seven seas stacked on top of one another.
 Jul 2013 Elise
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Summertime Sadness
 Jul 2013 Elise
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chilling out on the sofa
I'm thinking about ya
looking at the photographs
as I dwell on our memories
I pretend I don't miss us
because it hurts so much

to miss someone
who never cared enough
who never stuck by me
when I needed a shoulder to cry on so badly
is it bad that I'm not over it?
yeah, it probably is
but you gave me a lot
to remember
now it feels like
a permanent December

it's supposed to be summer
but I'm still as depressed
as the day you left
I can't forget you
just like my favorite song
always on replay
all night long
until I
fall

**asleep
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Elise
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Feels Like Summer
 Jul 2013 Elise
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Feels like I'm in the summer spirit
Drink in my hand
Baby, I'm feelin' it
Drinking champagne
On a Monday mornin'
Gentle summer breeze
And it's barely 10AM

Having fun with a friend or two
Chillin' as I forget about him
Wine, champagne
All the finest
And as the night comes
Dude, we'll be laughing
Drinking, smoking
As we enjoy this day
Finally feels like summer to me
© Natali Veronica 2013.
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