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 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
we smoke to feel calm
we drink to forget
the ones who
caused us harm
the ones who
broke us
as we fell
deeper
into
their
grave
of
charm
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
she was a heartbreaker
the storm creator
the shape shifter
broke my heart
on the road
she left me
for Dead
so cold

we had a love affair
which was kinda
sickening from
the beginning
she broke me
saved my life
broke me again
then saved me
broke me for
the last time

a part of me still loves her
she was so addictive
it really hurts

she was a wicked villain
but she looked innocent
angel eyes lookin'
for another victim
but love was all
she truly meant
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
parts of me are hidden away.
like the moon fades,
as the sun begins,
to show it's glow.

every night,
i kiss goodbye,
to the stars in the sky,
and i make way,
for a new day.

even with each day,
that slips through,
my fingertips,
there is still,
that feeling,
of sorrow,
whenever,
I think of,
the day which,
could be our,
last tomorrow,
of beautiful life.
© sinderella.

Dedicating this poem to my grandfather Joseph.
It's the third anniversary of his death, on this day.
I miss him, I love him, I wish I could see him again.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
i dream of death
almost every night
the main reason
i can't sleep
or even
close
my
eyes

i always wake up
with one hell of a fright
this is worse than a nightmare
more like being in one of those
hostage camps of some sort
makes me afraid to be here
or anywhere else in
this scary world
where sleeping
can torment
a person's
well being
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
bad cupid
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
destructive friendships
are what i'm attached to
not sure why though
i mean nothing to you
yes, we were in love once
and that was truly great
but now we both changed
and gave up on that
why am i still hooked?

why do i get butterflies
whenever you speak to me?
why do i ignore others
when your name
comes up on
my cell phone?
why do i fantasize
and dream of your touch?
why do I still want you
i will never be enough

i'm supposed to be happy
committed to a perfect guy
but your presence lingers
and creeps inside my mind
why do you still affect me?
i need to know the reason why

you are the most cold hearted girl
i ever had the chance to know
but my love for you
continues to grow
you're so beautiful
and captivating
it's almost a sin
you are evil
but charming
but i can't give in

as much as i love you
our love is in the past
but my feelings
will never change
they will continue to last
even in the present light
i don't want to love you
but my heart is stupid
it was shot by a faulty arrow
the property of the bad cupid
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
my heart is charged up
but it goes flat so fast
my heart needs a workout
if it's going to reach
the mountain top
of success

i am in such bad health
you'd never think I was young
i am so mentally mature
you would never guess
that i was just 21 years

young mind with good knowledge
of how the world truly is
of how people truly are
you'd think i was older
but incredibly
i am young
free but
not wild
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
i say i hate pain, yet i dwell on it.
i am a self-confessed hypocrite.
living for destruction of one's self.
not living for me but for someone else.

this makes self-hate sound artistic.
trust me, it's definitely not.
didn't ask to become this.
change sorta happened.

i am not my old self.
that part of me is on the shelf.
in the body of someone else.
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
heart to hearts with her
oh how I've missed those
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
last night was amazing
she makes life worth living
feels like i've got my friend back
and our friendship is on track

she said i was the greatest treasure
that she could have ever wished to find
and said that i always save her life
she gives me butterflies
inside me, they flutter

that girl never fails to make me smile
she is one of the blessings of my life
my happiness scale rises up high
when she speaks to me
we're talking again tonight
i feel so excited and happy
© sinderella.
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
bearable
 Sep 2013 Elise
sinderella
two complicated people
one important friendship
something so mixed up
**** we can achieve
and retrieve
as well as
make it
bearable
© sinderella.
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