Someone asked me the other day
"Do you like her?"
I thought for a second and smiled,
"Yes, yes I do."

"God, you're such a lesbian!"
I smiled and replied with,
"I know."
And kept on walking.

Later in the day
People were staring at me
And
Calling me names.

I held my head up
High
And smiled.

Nobody will stand in my way.

I love when we argue over the
Silly things.
Like
Tickling and
Who is going to be the
Big spoon or the
Little spoon.

I'm always the big spoon and
You tickle so
Sweetly.

I hope this lasts forever.

Hey, it's okay.
Want to know why?
My feelings for you are gone.
I'll remember the times we
Had
And I ll never forget them.
I'm just saying that it'll still
Be the same,
Just with less passion and
Love.

I noticed you
                        Haven't said sorry.

Last night they said,
"We're worried about you."
I breathed heavily and
BAM!
The tears started flowing.
My mind wouldn't shut up,
I couldn't think,
Everything seemed...
jumbled
I was confused and hurt
And it was the only ounce of
Love
I've ever been shown.

I don't think anybody understands.

For some reason,
I'm okay with it I guess.
You loving him and
Me loving you.
It'll always be a cycle
That I can't win.

Ah, bestfriend! You're back!
What a wise one!
I can't say I've missed you, but
I can tell it's been awhile.
Want a drink?
I'll gladly stay for awhile!
It's been several months
Since I last saw you.
You helped me heal my
Wounds.
And you helped me with my darkest fears.
I'm glad you're back,
Things might be easier now.