Sometimes my heart aches, thinking about those that I got close to.
But they went away, without me reaching out to them about God.
I fail to minster to them , and now I feel ashamed that I fail them.
When I think about all those people whom made a difference in my life.
But I fail to make a difference in their lives while they were here.
So many people that needed Jesus but I fail back then to minster.
So now here I am missing being able to have been their true friend.
For now I try to Love with Agape Love, but I fail back then to.
I just am feeling so blue because I miss being able to minster to them.
The way that I should had, so tonight I pray one more time for others.

I miss you dad, the things that I fail to tell you still weighs me down.
I miss you Lynn, the things that I should have told you are left unsaid.
I miss you Andy and Damian my two nephews , wish things were different.
The people both family and friends that we take for granite here.
Then before we can relay to them that we love them and are blessed by them.
But then it is too late for they are gone before we get the chance to tell them.
So whatever you do let those that means so very much to you.
Let them know that they are special and that you love them.
Let them know that you are better person because of them.

Even though I am not feeling very good. having the flu.
I miss your beautiful words of Love and encouragement.
Your beautiful words of inspiration , beautiful words of Love.
I am thankful for being able to see your beautiful poems here.
I have been blessed by so many of you whom hearts are hugged.
For you are truly beautiful souls whom are trying to help others.
Through your beautiful and encouraging loves sent through loved.
I have been blessed by seeing your heart, your love for others.
You whom live to encourage others here on Hello poetry and Facebook as well.
I love you all and may God always bless your beautiful hearts.

We all live in an imperfect world, so pray faithfully.
For things to change for people to become saved, pray.
Prayer is the plea to Christ to change this imperfect world.
By praying for those that need Christ, we are praying perfection here.
By trusting Christ, we are handing our lives over to him to make it perfect.
For only he can make our life into something better more perfect.
For he is our mediator between the Father who is Perfect in all ways.
So keep praying Christ perfect will into our imperfect lives here.

Life is hard, sometimes all that we can do is crawl.
But after all that you been through still here you are.
An overcomer, because Christ Spirit dwells within you.
There are so many hurting people in this world right now.
Ready to fall, just stand still or crawl, ask God to reveal himself.
So that you may gain a Living Savior whom wants to rescue you.
Things might seem impossible right now , but Christ can change.
The situation that you are in change it from impossible to possible.
He can place the right people in your life whom can emotionally support you.
Or he can place the right people to help you a different way too.

I get lost many times, yes I need a Savior to lead me.
Yes I hurt, yes I feel much pain yes I need a Savior.
Yes , I done things that I am not proud of  as well.
Yes, I need a Savior , to lead me on this here path.
Yes come rescue me, from all that I need saved from.
Yes I am Lonely as heck, I need a Savior and Friend.
To rescue me from all of this here sufferings and pain.
I truly need you in my here life Lord, I need a Savior.
To lead me Home, to lead me down the Finish Line.

My God, my Savior he is my life purpose to praise his name.
I am far from being perfect as well as sinless here on the earth.
But I do read my bible daily and pray to him every day.
Most of the time, I pray to him more then I talk to others.
Because they can not save me but he can save me from everything.
There is a lot more things that I need saving from here on the earth.
Besides from the place where evil people go to after their death.
I need saving from the evil ones traps and persecution as well.
But most of all I need saving from my thoughts at many times.
My way of thinking is wrong this is why I need God way of thinking.
Thus needing saved from my self most of the time , I always need his saving.

I need to Lay down all hurt that I have done to others.
I need to Lay down all of the hurt that I have felt.
I need to Lay down all of the junk in my life here Lord.
I need to accept my life , for you are the Creator of it.
I need to Lay down the will that I hold so very tight.
i need to Lay down all of those that I have rejected by accident.
I need to Lay down all of the rejection that I have felt.
I need to Lay down this quilt I feel for every woman that I hurt.
I need to Lay down myself and listen to what you need to say to me.
I need to lay down all the sufferings that I have felt here.

Whether you know this or not my Awesome Friend.
I need you in my life, the inspiration that I always receive.
From the Jesus within you inspires me to greater Height.
So please know that I truly need you in my life now.
The strength that I receive from you being in it right now.
So please do not let go of me being in your Life my Friend.
So never forget this, I need you in my life my Precious Friend.
So never forget that Jesus within you always inspire me.
Just promise me this that Jesus within you my Friend.
Shall always inspire me to newer Heights now and Forever.

In our darkest hours Christ strength is reveal the most.
In our darkest hours Christ people walk while others fall.
In our darkest hours , we hang onto his peace to keep us calm.
In our darkest hours we shall not fall but stand with his strength.
In our darkest hours we reign and show others how to live.
Because we do not give up the fight but stand in awe of our Gods strength .
In our darkest hours we live, because he has saved us from death.
In our darkest hours we shine because he shines through us.

I might get depress and hurt, now here on the earth.
I might feel sad, lonely, and struggle here on the earth.
I might hide, and keep to myself here on the earth.
I might feel like, I will lose Christ as my King forever.
But in reality I  that Christ has saved me and he loves me.
In reality, it which part of me that I keep feeding here.
In reality , if I keep feeding the Spirit within me ,
In reality, but if I keep feeding the flesh within me.
Then I shall continue to struggle here while I am alive.

In the beginning was the word and the word was with God.
The word was God, John 1;1
You see there was a special reason why Christ was called The Word.
Because he spoke everything into existence, just like we can.
Though Faith we can speak things into existence here and everywhere.
As long as we trust that it shall come into reality it happens.
Once you speak things into reality , it gets easier the next time
As well as you see that Christ is truly the word as well as God too.

In the midst of your pain , Christ is holding you.
In the midst of all of your sorrows, here on earth.
Christ is in the midst, Lovingly speaking Healing in you.
In the midst of your Loneliness and Desperation.
With feeling unloved, worthless, and without Hope.
Christ is busy working within you Speaking Healing in you.
Because you are by far more Precious and Special.
To him and me then you shall ever know here on earth.
So let go of all of those negative thoughts inside your mind.

In the midst of pain, is where your strength lies.
In the midst of wars, lies your Great protection.
In the midst of loneliness, lies real Love for others.
In the midst of brokenness, your healing hand.
In the midst of desperation, comes a change over yourself.
In the midst of drowning , comes your Saving hand.
In the midst of Being lost comes your Amazing Salvation.
In the midst of falling to the bottom, comes a renewal humbleness.
In the midst of failure, comes a determination to overcome.

We live in the presence of God, through our obedience.
We live in the presence of God, when love others daily.
We live in the presence of God, when put others first.
We live in the presence of God, when we walk in faith.
We thrive in the presence of God , because he loved us first.
We live in the presence of God, when we die to self.
We live in the presence of God through the Holy Spirit.
We live in the presence of God, because we trust him.
We whom love him lives in his presence always.

Everything seems twisted, greed controls the world.
Good is evil and evil is good, everything is mess up.
Soon the Holy One of God shall return for his Bride.
Once he get his people to the safety of Heaven above.
He shall return and battle with the evil that control here.
Him and the antichrist shall battle but Christ shall win.
Just imagine no more pain, nor tears shall we have.
But everything that makes one heart sings with Joy.
Soon sin shall be destroyed with death as well

I am whom I  are only worthwhile.
Once it has gone through your hands God.
For I am nothing, my life is worthless here.
Without it being place within your Hands.
For only once we place everything in your hands.
Does our Lives become renewal and changed.
For once our lives go through your Loving hands.
Then we may be used by you to reveal you in us.
For the miracles do not come from us O Lord.
But they are in your hands place into our lives.

In your name, there is Life .
In your name, Living Water Flows.
In your name, darkness has to leave.
In your name, I shall overcome.
In your name , there is Mighty Power.
In your name, I shall walk on water.
In your name, I am redeemed O God.
In your name, I shall always overcome.
In your name , beauty shall reign always.
For you shall bring beauty out of the brokenness.
In your name, I see our future Brightly Lite.

I once a long time ago, a life time ago try to die.
Try to leave this here world sooner then my time.
But the Good Lord spoke to me letting me know.
That he was not going to let me go out that way.
I was just a teen, feeling that my life was not worth anything.
I am only writing this hoping that it shall keep others.
From trying to die sooner then they are suppose to.
So that they shall be use to reach out to many others.
Because dying before one time shall only hurt others.
Whom count on that person for support and love.
When we each pass on a change of events take place.
So whatever you do, do not let this change take place.
Before Christ can work within each of them the work.

I once loved a woman with an overwhelming Love.
But it was more additive kind of Love to me.
Was it really Love or was it more lust then Love.
Only Jesus the Christ know which one it was.
But really does it matter since we were broken apart.
It was so overwhelming feeling for us both in it.
It was so painful without her while with her it was like heaven.
We were so perfect for each other,we could even finish each other thoughts.
But was it really Love or was it an addictive kind of lust that we felt.

I only live , because you protect me O Savior even from myself.
Because in my life, I have felt reckless and still here I am alive.
Not purposely, it just at times I did not think about what's next.
I was too caught up bin thoughts to see how it would have affect me.
But you been there looking after me, saving me from death a lot.
After the fact I seen your Mighty signature on my life many times.
Still you were there delivering me time and time again from harm.
But now I see your hand in my life, many things has your hand on it.
I still fail you, yet you continue to protect me from destruction and harm.

I pray that each of you Lives become changed for the better.
Drawing you each to the Living Savior and God Jesus our God.
That each and every one of you shall become blessed without money.
I pray each of you shall receive things for free that are quite expensive.
That you shall receive relation ships built on Love as well as trust.
That Christ shall fill you with Great Flavor as well as Great Mercies.
That you shall receive an Peace that others can never take away from you.
That you shall use your Gifts to Bless others , and love on them as well.
That everything shall fall into place even when you are uncomfortable.
For the uncomfortable is Christ using to take certain things out of your life.

I pray when you wake up tomorrow, your Life shall be renewal.
That you shall feel a Hope in Christ that has become stronger.
That you shall feel Joy and Peace rising up within you then too.
Much stronger Joy and Peace that you have not felt as strong before.
That your View on Life shall become so much more clearer as well.
That you shall see Christ in a much more Personnel way as well.
Thus bringing you to a place in life where you shall never look back.
Because you shall see this new Life in a new and refreshing way too.
One that you shall never again want to see your old life ever again.

I pray that Love shall find you, no matter wherever you are.
I pray that you gain peace, Joy, and Freedom in Christ too.
I pray that one day your regrets shall all vanish and be gone.
I pray that your mind shall always remain free from clutter.
I pray that you shall always have enough to eat every single day.
I pray that you shall not only find salvation from Christ here.
But you shall hold it and even cling to it during the rough patches.
I pray that Christ shall always hold you tight not only in the rough times.
But even in the times where you are feeling at here in this here life.

I pray that each of you shall feel Peace not mans peaces but God's peace,
That you shall have Wisdom and be filled with Unconditional love for others.
That you shall be filled with Joy and all anger shall cease in your heart.
that your day will begin and end with Great joy, love, and peace.
Tha you shall be blessed with going in and coming out too.
That you shall become filled with great understanding and wisdom.
I pray that everyone shall see a new and loving person within you.
That they see and want what they see that you have in your new self.

I met so many wonderful people here on the earth.
I really want to see them all in heaven way above.
For they all were wonderfully Awesome people.
I been so very Blessed by all of these people in my life.
All that I can say is that I am so thankful for them.
So all that I can do is keep praying for all of them.
I had so many people in my life that I am thankful for.
They all had caring hearts for other people here.
So all that I can do is pray that I see them in heaven.

I prayed that you shall walk boldly unto his Throne room.
I prayed that you shall hang onto his Mighty Strength here.
I prayed not that you shall never suffer but that you shall overcome.
I prayed , that you shall always feel his Awesome Love here.
I prayed as well that he shall use all of your pain and suffering.
To reveal to others that he lives within you my always friend.
I prayed that he shall always lift you up and guide you here.
I prayed that you are Loved and that you feel Love here as well.
I prayed, that you shall always be in my life here on the earth and heaven.

I rather that my heart hurt and bleed and know your sufferings.
Then to go around , living in a prison that I am unaware about.
For I would rather live life revealing the Christ within me here.
So that others too, shall find him here before its too late to see.
For my pain and suffering , reveal my wounds here on the earth.
His Spirit keeping me moving forward, overcoming things here.
Reveal him living in me , healing me, blessing me as well here.
For as I am a servant of the Most High God, the only true God.
I rather suffer in this short life , and live abundantly later on.
Then to live abundantly here in this short life and suffer the rest of eternality.

I run, whenever I get scared, I run away.
I run, even though I should make a stand.
I run, something inside of me is scare boy.
I run, though I have Christ beside me always.
I run, I wish that I would change right now.
But I run, in the wrong directions always.
I should be running toward, instead of from.
I run, when instead I should stand firm here.
I run, when life starts to become hard for me.

Sometimes I see the good in this world of ours.
While other times I see the suffering right here.
But through them all , I always see God's Hope.
So no matter what happen in this world here.
I shall never forget that Christ can turn it around.
So I shall keep on seeking his will for me here.
Knowing that till I pass away from this life here.
I  shall keep persevering and seeing his  Hope ahead.
For there are so many here that I see his Light in them.
I see his Spirit in them too and know that they overcome too.

I shall love and pray for even those whom spiritually attack.
For we know  that Christ loves even those that attack his people.
For as Paul was used to destroyed and imprison Christ people.
So even those that are on attack at us today even the demonic posses ones.
For the main reason Christ came was to save those that are lost now.
For we know that he has no favorite people he loves us all the same.
So we need to trust him when he says pray for those attacking us.
For their purpose could be to suffer greatly for him our King and God.
So we need to obediently pray for even those whom want us dead.

Because you are in it, so I shall stand firm in it.

Because as long as you are in my Life here.

I shall stand firm, and never give up in this Life.

Because you are in my Life, I shall stand Firm.

For there is none other that Loves me Like you do.

There is none other, that I Love like I Love you.

As long as you are in my Life, I shall never give up.

For you are so Special to me, you mean so much to me.

So  I shall stand Firm, never giving up but standing firm.

As I walk through darkness, I shall not allow evil to cling to me.
But I shall stand firm and trust the Great I Am, my God and Savior.
For he goes before me, leading me to safety so I shall trust him.
For nothing can sway his course, for he is invincible , Savior, God.
For there is only him that can be consider God the trinity God.
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, for they are three in one deity.
So the Living Christ, Father, and Holy Spirit I shall trust completely.

I am far, from perfect and hurt like heck as well at times.

I suffer from depression and anxiety keeps me down.

I have my share of struggles and feel lonely quite a bit.

I many of times lost my way upon the road that God lead me.

I still though see Christ leading me on a new path here.

I still see him working within me and building me up too.

I still am feeling him strengthening me up every single day.

I still feel him Healing me of depression and anxiety too.

So just because I have my faults here, on the earth.

Don’t count Christ out, because he never gives up on us.

But he keeps chasing us, even when we are ready to give up.

Because he is a Faithful Creator whom loves us very much.

I still know just how wicked depression can be to people
I still know just how great regrets can be here on the earth.
I understand just how great Hopelessness can be too.
I still know just how bad sorrow and pain can be too.
But even through all of these things I still stand firm.
Even though I might have my struggles here on the earth.
I still know that you are still in control of everything here.
I still know even though all of this nasty things here.
That you still Love me, that I am still Blessed by you.
I still know that you are my strength and Shield Lord Jesus.
I still know that your Joy within in me , shall get me through.
Because my situation does not dictate what you can do with me.

It breaks My Heart, that Iowa people and the rest of the Midwest.

Are Hurting right with the Flooding, it really hurting to see it.

Breaks My Heart, that so many People that I Love are hurting.

It breaks My Heart, to see that so Many People are dying now.

To turn on the News and see deaths, deaths, and more deaths.

Mainly gun victims, and bomb victims , as well it so Sad to see.

Every where I look so many more suffering People hurting.

As well as so many suffering People that are dying right now.

This really is Breaking so many People Hearts right now too.

Its easier , to write sad poems then to write happy ones.
It is easier in this life to become depress then to show Gratitude.
Its easier to hate then to love those that hate you and shows it to you.
It is easier to run away when life throws a curve ball right at you.
It is much harder to stand firm when everything goes sour for you.
Its easier to be a quitter then to stay and turn life around again.
It is easier to become a failure then to become a successful person.
This is the reason we need God to transform us into a success.
Because I know that I struggle everyday on trying not to let him down.

For each of you are truly my Friend.
I thank God for you my precious Friend.
I appreciate each of you and your gifts.
You inspire and encourage others daily.
Not just through your gifts, and postings.
But through your Life and it's Light.
For each of you tell your story beautifully.
As well as your strength in never giving up.
I appreciate most of all that you are in my life.

I thank God, for adding you into my Life.
I thank God, for you are truly an Blessings.
Without knowing you, my Life would be sad.
Because each of you have made a difference.
A difference that would had affected me some how.
So I thank my God, for placing each of you.
into my Life, to bless me with your Presence.
For each of you have touch my heart too.
Making me Blessed by you being in my Life.

I thank God for people that became a big success.
But they have put others before the wealth they obtain.
I thank God for those that value people over money.
People like Rich Mullin, and mother Theresa , as well.
As St Francis whom gave away his wealth of the world.
I thank God for those that choose a modest life over wealth.
You rarely see these kind of people in todays world.
I know that they have a place waiting for them in heaven.
Because they choose to love others with unconditional love.
They not only speak out about it but live what they speak.

I thirst for you, the Lover of my Soul.
I hunger for you , the Lover of my Soul.
You are my Life Strength, Lover of my Soul.
For everything comes from you, this is Truth,
From my Beginning till the end of my Life.
So I shall always Trust in your Loving Kindness.
For you are the Lover of my Soul, my Creator.
The wealth or poorness both are your Blessings...
To us , your Loving people for everything is yours.
We do not need money to be rich through you.

Its when we see that we are lost that we search for Hope.
Its when we are hurting that we seek to become healed .
Its when we are lonely that we seek friendship and companionship.
Its when we are sad that we search for happiness here.
Hope only comes when we become desperately searching for it.
For we can not get hope through other people here on the earth.
Because we are all frail and could die anytime that God chooses.
We all can let people down at anytime in our life because we all sin.
But Christ shall never let any of us down because he is perfect always.
Christ lives and shall always be because he is Savior to all that search.

I walk in Faith with my sisters and brothers.
Because even though he is invisible to the world.
Christ still reveals himself to us in many ways.
Maybe he does not appear to us in person.
He still hears our cries , and answer us daily.
For by Faith Abraham had Isaac his son.
Being past age to have a child, he believed.
That Christ was still capable of providing.
For when we believe, this is when miracles happen to us.

I want to Speak Life into your Life.
I want to Love upon you with Christ love.
I want to always be there for you in all times.
I want to thank you for all that you do here.
I want to be blind and deaf to all of your..
Faults, Errors, and to all of your mistakes too.
I want to Bless you when you are feeling sad.
I want to help you when all else has abandon you.
I want to thank you for everything that you have done.

I want to take your Love in, I want to feel this Love.
For there is nothing as Perfect as you Amazing love.
I want to mediate on your Perfection Lord God.
There is none other that I would rather be obedient to.
You are Perfect, you guide me on this rocky road.
You lead me through still waters as well my God.
You Guide me through both the good and bad times.
For your protection always covers Me throughout my Journey.
All that you ask of me is that I trust you completely.
You have shown me your Faithfulness is perfect too.

The last few years there has been many times, that I wanted to give up.
That I sincerely wanted to give up here on, life is so hard here.
But it is people like you all whom are real that kept me from giving up.
From wanting to just lay down and wait for the Lord to take me.
The last three years at time, been really hard persevering here.
But Christ been really placing people in my life to encourage me.
To push me past this poor me attitude, to inspire me to not give up.
But to stand firm and know that Christ is going to strengthen me.
No matter how hard that life becomes our Savior will save us all.

I want to live a life through Christ strength.
I want to see people healed and delivered.
I want to sing praises for my Living Savior.
I want to see his Glory, I want to live for him alone.
I want to live this life , showing my life for him.
I want my heart to be just like King David's heart.
I am but a simple man whom see his Saving powers.
But I still mess up more then I care to ever remember.
I want all of the lost to find Christ as well as I did.

I want to see the broken-hearted and hurting healed.
I want to see the Lonely and others unconditional loved.
I want Christ to use me to help these people to see him.
For everyone needs God, for only he can save any of us.
For to live a life without being loved is a hard life to live.
But in reality  everyone is loved, because God loves us all.
So it is only because we are blinded to the Spirit world.
But once you find him those shades fall from your eyes.
Revealing the truth, that you can feel love from the Savior.

I want you to know why I rarely write or like poems here anymore.
One of my arms the left, I believe hurts much through arthritis pain.
But it does not mean that you all are not in my prayers or thoughts.
For you all are still very important and special to me sorry though.
About the absent , but keep me in your daily prayers , who knows.
What our Creator has in store for our relationships my friends.
There may yet be sharing of poetry, only time shall tell love you all.
More then you shall tell with the unconditional love from Christ our God.
Persevering though this, but shall see you and your Light on the other side.
For it through your poems and your Light within you that gives me hope.
To persevere , continuing to walk the path that Christ has set before me.

I am sorry that I was being weak with those last two post.
Now that I been wounded , I need to learn from my mistake.
I need to learn that there will be times that I will error.
Because I am human, learning to let Christ use me to help others.
But I trust him to reveal my weaknesses and strength as well.
For the demons and the people here wants me to give up.
For they use my weaknesses to make me want to give up.
But Christ and his people want me to keep persevering here
I have  Christ strength within me, which makes me a warrior.