I've changed.
I'm no longer myself
what happened to me?
I've become selfish
I'm now a narcissist
what happened to me?
what pushed me?
who am I now?
what happened to me?
I'm screaming on the inside
constantly angry at myself
what happened to me?
wanting what's best for me
and yet I don't do so
what happened to me?
I used to do everything I could
I still do but do I really..
what happened to me?
why am I constantly upset?
and constantly angry?
what happened to me?
sometimes people change
I just wish I wouldn't have
what happened to me?
I'm now so irritable
what egged me on?
what happened to me?
I'm angry at myself
terrified of who I've become
what the **** happened to me..

why me and not him?
to me he's nothing but grim
what did I do to deserve this?
whenever I think about it I get ******
why, oh why?
was it because I wasn't fly?
or because you didn't notice when I would cry?
whenever I'd get sad, I'd look up at the sky
I'd look up at the sky and yell
why couldn't you tell?
did I have to yell?
I remember when for you I fell
but the way things are make me want to bail
why couldn't you tell?
did I have to ring a bell?
what did I ever do?
does it even matter anymore?
you know what?
I don't know anymore