colors fade when I think
of the times I let you in
I gave you access
to my sensitive parts
my heart being one
my body being another
time changed before we knew it
and now we're both lonesome
pretending we don't love each other
but still we have times of small talk
you seem fine without me
and it makes my heart shatter
into a thousand pieces
into a thousand parts
you promised this
was going to last

sent her a long message
she never bothered to reply
it made me feel so empty
the feeling is hard to deny

she's supposed to be
my dear best friend
but her ways of emotions
makes me feel like
we're at our end

I guess I miss her
and our fun times
thought it meant forever
but now it feels like lies

my heart is broken
broken by someone
who meant the world to me
look at what we've become

she'll never ever read this
to her, my poems don't exist
if only she could see it
maybe she'd give me a hug
or a bit of comfort
for all the time lost
along the bumpy road
of our friendship

You're cute as hell
with that smile
on your face

not sure if I should approach or not
whether to stay or walk
whether to speak or hush
my anxiety makes a mess of me
and it always seems to ruin us

I just feel so nervous sometimes
I say I'm ok but it's all lies
sometimes I am fine
sometimes I am not
I just really love you
but I ruin us...

I bet your perfume is heavenly
I bet your skin is baby soft
I bet your face is pretty
I bet your lips are sweet
I bet your eyes are dreamy
I bet your body is hot
I bet your bedroom skills
must be intense
same goes for
the passion
and the ***