Who I was
Merged with
Who I became
And created
Who I am.

Unraveling views emanated from a glaring Light,
Silhouetted rainbows were of colors of black and white;
Trying to dis-remember the past on living in a lonely gray,
And my knees convey all of my solemn apologies.

Take me with you, my Lord, and I shall be healed;
Your every word kisses the pain from afar — I kneel.
You will be a fortress, and I will be safe on your massive walls,
And my knees convey all of my solemn apologies.

In Your undying Arms, I found my refuge and strength,
I will behold — though this ransomed world will be shaken;
I will stay — though mountains will be carried into the sea,
And my knees convey all of my solemn apologies.

Jesus, You ceased the waging war between myself,
I am a sinner; confusions parched the rivers of my beliefs,
Yet I came to you, kneeling, with broken vows and promises,
And my knees convey all of my solemn apologies.

Forgive me my Savior.

Now I’m drawn to looking at her pictures,
whispering words; I do really miss her.
She doesn’t know how much I do,
but I have to hide my feelings then;
I could have told her that I like her this much,
suddenly this heart of mine always refrains.
So crazy as it sounds, so crazy as it seems,
so crazy, yes! I’m crazy falling out for her;
but I want to send her my kisses and hugs,
just in case, she might still be needing my love.
I want her to know how much I treasure her,
with all those memories we spent together;
but there’s no chance at all, indeed
for maybe her feelings for me has already faded.
If only I could bring back the way were before,
if only I had never left her lost in the woods,
if only I was the one who made her smile when she was sad,
if only  I could still be the one she ever loved…
…only if…only if…only if….

You are better than the moonlight,
That lights my dark empty room;
That kisses the stars, that beholds the skies,
You are my every emotion,
My every piece of refined happiness,
Better than the moonlight, tonight.
Memories evoke every whisper of the wind,
You are everything I desire not to change
For in your eyes, is where my soul restores
And in your heart, is where my love ensures;
Better than the moonlight,
That carries us to a better place in Heaven,
That takes us to wishes, hopes, and dreams;
Better than the moonlight,
That resembles the truth of becoming as one,
That distinguishes the pain which now is gone;
And I wake up every lovely morning
Only to love you even more.

My yesterdays were happiness
Today is pain
Tomorrow I still have heartaches
But next days or months will be the end of my days of rain