Let me say, Oh I am witty!
You doubted me, what a pity!
Making me feel ******, now
I walk alone in this big city.

My handsome man, Oh I was smitten!
My feelings so alive,
smitten like a kitten, now
I hide. Its my confidence nose dive!!

I have a bleeding heart.
I wish it would restart.
So sad, you want to sleep apart.
I don't think that is smart!!

I've never felt the comfort of your manly grip.
Like an external emotional port;
That's where I took my bleeding heart trip.

P.S....Don't ever give up on the one you love =)

I once knew a girl
Her hair was as golden as her locket  
Her eyes the color of the sea
Her skin as porcelain as her mothers china
She was so hungry for life, so alive
Innocent and naive
But in the best way possible
Because with innocence comes fortitude
There was no fear or fright
Oh how her future was so bright

And then it stopped,
Slowly and then all at once
Oh how that life faded from her in the blink of an eye
Anxiety came and swept her away
It's true what they say, only bad things happen quickly
And now when I look in the mirror I no longer see her

I see a sad, weak girl
Her hair no longer shines like gold
Her eyes now sunken in like the sea
Her skin so sallow and dull
Oh how I miss the girl I used to see
Oh how I miss I used to be
If you're listening please come back
This time I promise not to crack

People lie all the time,
They say they love you, they say they care,
But when you truly need them, they're never there.
I lie too, I'm no exception,
Every time I say I'm fine,
Truth be told, I feel alone, unloved, used and worthless,
I need to find a way to clean up all this mess,
It's time I started being honest, maybe others will follow too,
It's time I came out about my true feelings, and how I feel about you…

Should I love you
Or should I hate you?
I don’t know if there is something between
But right now, I can’t see
The middle of my feelings.
I’m confused
Frightened
By myself
And you.
Sometimes I feel like a walking tear
Just waiting to crash down
And be torn into thousand small pieces
Cause you don’t love me.
Other times I feel
Like a flying smile
Looking for your face
To be born on it
Make you happy
And die on your lips…

I feel for others but can't relate
That's destine and fate
I don't always know what to say
I dk the feeling but try to understand
Been on both sides one alive
The other is feeling dead inside
Trust is hard after being served betrayal
Years off being closed off not easy to open up
You want things to change but feel the same
Day after day time after time
Pushed out but once in its whatever
All the hazing meant for better