I'm not asking for life to be easy. I'm not asking for everything to always go my way. It'd just be nice if I could just have one opportunity at escaping the craziness inside my head and my surroundings.
I know I've made mistakes. But I never had the intentions to do anything wrong.
I have a certain paranoia That everyone hates me I know it's completely irrational But this anxiety won't stop plaguing me
I feel like a burden For simply existing I'm fidgety, anxious and restless Bracelets on my wrist always twisting and untwisting
A squeamish feeling in my stomach When I hear laughter The whole day is now spent Thinking about it long after
Logically I know not everyone hates me I know the things I tell myself aren't true But I take solace in the fact that No one will ever hate me as much as I do
"I can't" & "I don't know" These are two Very common phrases I find myself using a lot These days. Maybe it's due to the fact That I don't want To Try; I'm starting to Believe That I'm afraid Of moving on.