My eyes are swollen shut
I could never spell anyway
So I will just write the blurry words
Pushing their way out
Out of me

I am confused
Do rhe right thing be ignored
Do the wrong thing
Get his attention but he'll call you a *****
Cook and clean and be ready for love
It's simply not enough
Give less
give it to someone else
All his "feelings" come up
What the ****
I give up

Your messages are like the sweetest candy
I can't wait to unwrap them and taste each one

I am missing you and I'm suffering the consequences of days and nights without you
I would like to hop on the next dream and ride that swirling cloud
Open the gate, and pass through...

The room is in a mist of TV blue.
And there you are sweetly silent-
Looking vulnerable and mmmmmmm.
I put my wicked hands, throbbing with want  genlty on to your ankles,
And my finger tips tingle.

Smoothly up to your milky thighs
Eying every bit of prize,
Avoiding what I really want.
My mouth begins to water.

Sliding up your chest
Trying to control my heavy breath
Til you open your eyes.

And you see me and smile
With curls a blaze in a strangely wicked haze
My eyes meet yours in a shade of black

And I whisper gently in your ear
I want you
I want you so my dear
And then attack

And we kiss and role and intertwine
Until I am yours
And you are mine
for a time
In my wildest dreams

Oh Sweet Face,
the feeling of being wrapped up in your milky biceps is amazing!
Warm
safe
loving
happy
electric
Baby-you and your touch are two things I simply can't live without!
(Ain't nothing like the real thing baby!)
I love you!

I miss you like cigarettes
I miss you like cake.

I look forward to days at home
With nothing to do
But you!

My eyes are not a beautiful blue
Or cat like and ****
They have a sorta sad browness about them
They are not often complimented by strangers,and fade away in pictures.

But if your close enough (to my heart) you might see the wild yet sweet look in them.
They have been described as the color of coffee candies
And once in a while someone says that there beautiful
When I look I see them as sad brown Italian like eyes
And once in a while I see them as beautiful too
Because they are filled with love, compassion, experience, and a lust for life!

Fantasies be real or untrue
They all begin with you...

Summers over
But I thought I might find
Some sweet sticky breadcrumbs
Of your love
Left behind
I long for a message
A surprise verse to soothe my heart
Just one or two more lines dear
Schools about to start

I need you
Not in the needy way
But more like in the way
Mere mortals need air...

I want you
Not like in the
another slice of pie way
But more like the Oh My-look at that exquisite dessert way

I love you
Not like in the I love you way
But more like in the I have never been so connected to anyone in my life way

I love and need and want you
In a way I never have before

Oh baby
I love you so much
Cause you kiss me like
I'm the Stanley Cup

I creep down the stairs to the basement
In only heels on the linoleum floor.
Step up behind the lazy boy
Slide my hand down your chest and more.....
Kiss your head and then ear and then neck-
Slowly I circle around to face you
The desire is consuming for,
I fear I'm lost in the moment can't get out I want more
A bit dizzy and out of breath
I drop down to my knees
Only really to say without words
How much I truly love to please you

How can it be (that)
That powerful shot of vitamin G
Works every time

I knew it
when you put it on me...
It felt right.
I could smell, feel
that you were
one of my kind.
The closer you got
the more I could see that we were not going to
be friends...you are my best friend.
I always "know"
And this time was no different.
The only difference is
you are so much more,
More than anyone has been before.

You have hypnotized me
And set me free
Allowed me to be all the things
I wanted to be-

With lace so soft
And the shine of silver
And gifts so beautiful
Your hands did deliver

truly the sweetest combination
Of friendship and lust!

As I look at you
across the kitchen table
All I could think is
you look absolutely
Delicious

I'm disastrously in love with...
Your eyes
Your touch
Your smile
Your smell
Your hands
Your taste
Your embrace
Your company
Your thoughtfulness
I'm disastrously in love with all of you!

I see them
Your soft caramel colored eyes
They are beautiful
And reflect your truly beatuiful soul

The way you talk
about our love
It's incredible.
The words you used to describe
your feelings are
So powerful.
And with each and every breath
I want you more and more
This desire is
Insatiable...

In the wee hours of the night
Wide awake
I bask in the moonlight

Sitting up writing poetry
The vampire in me
Slowly takes over

And there is nowhere to hide
Bitten by the lover
I call the night

I am missing you intensely
Feeling hollow inside

I am aching for your touch
Your hands rough and warm

I am craving your taste
Sweetly masculine

I am just half of me
Without you
Because I am yours

I am disastrously happy with your love and affection
And your random dancing lights me up inside
Your company is irreplaceable
I wouldn't want anyone else by my side

You are an amazing lover
And  a true friend

Keys
De-iced side view mirrors
A full tank of gas
New ridiculous socks
The moms room
Understanding
Friendship
Support
Patience
I just wanted to write to help me remember(as if I will ever forget)
All the things touchable and not
That have showed me so vividly
What good love is...

You make me so happy sweet face
Your love is like no other!

And he said (I'm sure regrettably)"He must be big, and handsome, and young"
And I bit my lip and said " He is...he is all of those things"
And then I thought-
Lucky lucky me!

I love your skin
The feel of it against mine.
Running my eager hands up and down your sides, it's just the right amount of roughness, masculine and sublime.
The color of your skin
The smell of it
The weight of it
Since last we met
I just can't get it out of my head.

A summer of poetry,
Love poems especially for me
How amazingly romantic!

This creativity is the thing people dream of
It binds us tightly
We have a renaissance kind of love.

Ilysf

In between
Limbo
Unsure
Unworthy
Seasick
Nervous
Compared to
Sad
Restless
H
E
L
P

Dear sweet libertine of mine,
Whose soul is as black
and dissolute as mine.
Meet me!

O-Sweet and nasty brother!
Bring back the memory of a mass
like no other.
For dressed tonight in black net,
Betting a smile I will get,
And I'm sure a guarantee.

Libertine of mine,thoughts of us
Twisting and turning in my mind!
Perhaps I should stay away
from your touch.
But at last I trust I will do what a paramour must...
                             -Ma vie privee!

ILYSF

Northern lights extremely beautiful
Tokyo furiously fun
A night in a castle in Germany
I trade every one
Every travel fantasy
For endless nights in a small rented apartment with you
I can't wait...

...My eyes are closing
Your gently breathing
Our skin is touching
I must be dreaming...

Right before your very eyes
Lemme whip you up
A little poem surprise!

It may not be what I do best
But taste it atleast
It may just pass the test

Poems of love
And of  lust
I hate to beg but
You simply must
Try my poem surprise!
                         Sweetie!

Proof read me please
Find all my mistakes
and grammatical errors
-Cause one things for sure
This **** ain't gettin any betta

Vandalize my curls,
Fluff me up
Steal my heart,baby.

Ilysf

Your 10w's ****** me in 5-
I love your words!

I get attached to words
Printed words
Written words
Words typed on a typewriter
Words of love written in smooth black ink...
But most of all  

I get attached to the honey soaked words that flow so sweetly from your delicious lips.

Those are the sticky sweet words that
Attached to my heart
and other parts.

The big picture I see in many things
But not when it comes to you
I see the details
I see and truly appreciate
all of the beautiful things
that make up you

A leopard may try to change his spots
Scrubbing and rubbing them
to come off
But they will not
And this damages and confuses
The one he thought might have forgot
About the type of behavior
that caused the romance to rot

You are far and away from me now
But I can still see you
Bite the inside of your cheek as you read the paper
I can still see your
Devilish  smile as you check to see the message I sent

You are never far and  away from my heart because my daydreams keep you close
The time we spend is powerful and these vivid memories allow me to transcend the space between us.

This carries me through the days without you.
You are the love of my life GCN

As I float through the day uninspired
I find my mind wandering to thoughts of you and what you'll do to me...
I swim away the heat
the want, the longing
And missing!

I'm really attracted to things that glow
Light up globes
Colored paper  lanterns
Stained glass and Christmas lights.
I imagine most people are
And I imagine most people see that glow when they see me and you
It's impossible to hide
It's why people talk jealous of the light we naturally radiate that comes from inside

I switched the silvery winged band
From right to left hand
Daydreaming tonight of the time
When you are all mine

The many meeting places
Fill the empty spaces
Of my bullet ridden heart

Back seats and dark streets
Corner bars meant for ******
Anything for you my sweet

So how many more days, minutes,
seconds do we have to spend
Before this far apart ends...

I really missed your sweet face.
It absolutely matches your,
Sweet kisses and warm embrace!

I will never understand or befriend
The kind of person who is entertained
By another's ability to be rude or cruel
It just makes them look the fool...

Oh my darlin sweet face
It's your kisses I long to taste
I want to feel them on my neck
Then my shoulder
Then my....
Oh sweet face you better hurry on over!

Only a day away and
I miss you-

Although I usually miss you
with my mind
The moon must have it that
I'm missing you with my body
Because ever since she's been full, so have I-

Full of visions
Full of desires
Filled with lust

And I fear that I am not wanting anymore
But now I'm needing...
Craving another taste
Another  touch

The up and the down of it!
The in and the out of it!
The dark and the light of it!

I want it all...all of a life of you and me.

Because I know when I'm in it,
It's you who pulls me out.

And when I'm down,
It's you who lifts me up.

And sometimes as alike as we seem
My darkness needs the balance of
Your light.

Oh man I didn't
Deleted worked on words!
And with no memory in sight-
Oh how will I sleep tonight!

MAD

Why do people get mad at me
For things like sickness
It's not a choice or a weakness

And for a person like me
Who needs to be out and about
This sick feeling is something
I could do without

So why
Why be mad at me
I want to be feeling good and free

I love the way you love me up,
I simply just can't get enough!