Devilgirlzdream

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Prom date?
Maybe

Dress?
Thinking bout it

Heels?
Will be kicked off as soon as the music starts

Hair?
Either curled or just in a ponytail

So much for me to think about
But im just hoping that amazing someone can come with me

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Who My Heart Says I Want

I never meant to make him jealous.
I never meant to be a flirt.

Im scared to tell him the truth.
Im scared he'll leave me in the dirt

Last night I skyped with him and his friend
I'm talkin to his bud

I tell him he's right.
About me liking my bestie.

First day I met him.
I fell hard.

I never told him.
I didn't want to **** up our friendship.

He's just the sweetest guy i've ever met.
He's just so smart,
And talented,
And funny.

He's the only guy,
I've ever been really attracted too.

NONE of my ex's compare even close to him.

Now I gotta find the guts.
To tell him my secret.

#scared #happy #secret #falling

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Please Come True

Is he really coming?
Is it really gonna happen?
Am I dreaming?
Someone pinch me please
I can't wait to see him.
I'll tackle him to the ground.
Might even kiss him...
I'm just so happy right now

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Dream

My dream feels so real.
Feels like I could just reach out and touch him.
I’m not sure what to think of it.
Do I really want it to happen.
Maybe I do,
But I don’t want things to get weird.
I love him but Im not sure if I should say it.
Friends with benefits is kinda interesting.
It’s also kinda weird too.
Am I just feeling this way cause he's the only guy I feel closest to?
Is it cause I find him attractive and he helps easily take the pain away?
Im not sure.
I need some serious help.
But time shall tell.
What it wants me to do.

Jun 2014

Ariel Baptista

Broken

Broken,
Shattered on the floor
Sharp shards and nothing more
Mind and Body
Ripped to shreds
Holding on by borrowed threads
Destroyed
Derailed
Demolished
Stripped of Poise and Polish
Stripped of it all
Wind me up and watch me fall
Watch me crack
and tear along my seams
Watch me spill my hopes and dreams
Watch as my heart nearly succeeds to fail
In its desperate attempt to beat
Sew me up with a rusty nail
And repeat.

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Truth in Me

I don't know what to think
He's really attractive
Even more attractive than my ex....
First time i've ever said that
But it is true
He's so sweet and adorable
But he's got someone he loves
I respect that
Even though I love him a lot
More than just a friend
Im glad he's happy

But let me tell you something
His heart gets broken
I'm NOT going to think twice
Bout kicking some ***
NO ONE hurts my family and friends
Then gets away with it

...Not sure if i should tell him...
might make things a lil awkward...
but i already know he's gonna see this so..